Keep it moving raising our vibration and bucket lists!

It as usual is a wild hatter ride I was going to help my son when his wife is in Cambodia helping with 1400 orphanage kids fixing their teeth with a team of Dentist and assistant. Mom & I went down playing GG & Mom fixing meals taking my grand kids out for Chinese New Year to a place I went with my kids on Mother's Day many moons ago. Back down memory lane we were driving me, Zac, and Josh I was talking about how I wanted a new rose bush a pink one then miraculously this fellow came running across El Camino bent down handed me a pink rose saying, "Happy Mother's Day " . This is one of my stories I tell for my story telling being it is completely true. So this year Friday Feb. 7 I am taking my 2 grand-kids Owie who is 18 months, Tessa who is 4 1/2 to the same restaurant. It is pretty amazing these time the importance of showing up in good humor they were great. Having enough noodles and ice is the trick plus a great older guy waiter giving us what we needed as we needed it. It was an amazing time showing the importance of family and still going out of my way in my own shaman making medicine food keeping conversations light healing and fun. Plus the big plus is the winter Olympic's are on showing the disciple of the body and mind. I also have been determined to go to this new place I heard about it last year it just came to Stanford in Nov. so I had planned to be there at 6 am but it didn't work but I was able to go Sunday @ 2 with Kirk what an awesome fun workout plus the gals there were so nice. I even told them I needed help a gal helped put my cycle shoe in the slot something I have not done even though I go to spin. Now it is clear I need shoes for this when I go back. So you wonder what is my point well I made the connection to go to soul spin no matter what is going on the family then it is better for everyone I achieved an awesome goal made dinner lacking a need for attention after a grand workout! Jaime their Mom was back with all kinds of stories to tell my son who she only talked to and play with the kids, if I had not gone to spin I would have attempted to engage with her conversation more but I was full of fun from spending time with my son & kids & my Mom, spent from great exercise let them have their private time even though we were right there. Now back home planning my next shaman journey which in this stillness I feel a definitely transition is perking I feel I am just the observer watching myself go through knowing big changes are here. I am very clear the store closing was a definite God/Angel movement, plus feeling Angel Gabriel very present moving the energy in a profound way watching the change but not knowing where that is going. I am ready to get on that White Horse and ride into the at void what ever spirit is presenting~
Having more on my Vision Board and Bucket list this week, big ones do you think it can all happen????? Gosh wouldn't that be grand~ Believe the Believe is NOW~

Great Completion and New Beginnings!

Saturday night I went to a party in Woodside for Daniel Foor & his gal Sarah being invited with the drive knowing I needed to show up for myself. I also knew I wanted to be there to wish his journey blessings. I drove round trip 700 miles once again following my guidance the feeling of being in the right place at the right time, now that I have been invited to this great Celebration of this beautiful couple he is moving to North Carolina. I enjoy my drive with my shamanic clarity as I drive, then deciding the easiest way to pick up roses would be to go Costco in Foster City thinking that would be the most direct on my way to San Carlos. I arrived at Costco seeing lots of people not thinking about Super Bowl oh my there was probably 20+ people in line but I still felt the importance of bringing a gift for these beautiful host Andy & Becky having a luscious beautiful home, knowing what wonderful hosts they are. I also spotted some heart shaped cookies knowing that this ceremony is a heart connection. I left after standing with people I saw a women try on an exercise lavender jacket across that looked awesome on her. I  could see she was puzzled at the length of the sleeves then she walked pass me to put it back, I told her how super she looked and the sleeves is a new style then I saw her change her mind keeping the jacket. Often we think we have little em-pack on people but here is an example that maybe part of me being in Costco was to support her in her choice for the jacket. I then left staying with my friend Ricki sat visited with her then off to the party. I arrived there were maybe 60 people I handed the roses and cookies to Andy of course the house is beautiful I took the flowers and hearts into the kitchen knowing that they would arrange this at a later moment. Daniel introduced me to Sara, had a wonderful conversation with her knowing this a is a strong solid relationship which is confirming this move. I looked around the room several of the people here I have had very close relationships with being that he and I co/facilitated Quest for 5 yrs knowing the inner working of so many of these folks. I visited with several also finding that most just wanted really light conversation yet me feeling the depth of each of those I have been involved with in a more intimate level. Andy & Becky welcomed everyone into their lovely home with caterers and servers with excellent food, actually spectacular but of course with their taste one would only know excellence is happening. Then later in the evening Daniel and Sara are making an announcement to see Daniel is moving down to his knee to ask Sarah to marry him, she says,"Yes,"  such a sweet moment to be part of. After that everyone is just quiet with camera's clicking I left mine in my car along with my purse with my cards.(not so smart some nice guy wants card) I know I have missed everyone but after the last couple of years being pre-occupied with the working of the store and our own personal life. My feeling of myself reemerging into this group, a certain sadness of the disconnect but then feeling a real re-connection. I have been hesitant to write about it all not because it wasn't spectacular but till now as I write I am interpreting this as I write. Know that some of these people I will have a more intimate connection knowing I am more available. I felt that I needed to leave in a quiet silent way, following my guidance that my time was done not for any reason but I was complete. I arrived to sit and chat with Ricki knowing that also was my place, which was equally as important to spend quality time with her once again I felt I was once again in the right place at the right time. 

Little touch from the Angels, Mary, and Raven's!

So my friend Jen Reich  http://poetrynotpoverty.org/

 poet was talking about roses and Mary here we go she is very present in my life. I was watching the "Life of bee's" movie which I hadn't seen for years. I forgot that from the beginning Angel Gabriel came down to Mary to tell her about her pregnancy the message was Mary on the bottle of honey. There are not accidents in this life contact reminders of letting us know that our Angels are here plus Mary. The roses are also that memory of the importance of it all plus our heart connection to the love that we need to keep focusing on. Today as I drove down the street getting ready for my client, turning the heat on in my office no rain but definitely cold, I saw 2 large Raven's (Magic) being feed by the garbage of some-ones showing that we will be provided for. In the Shamanic world we are given a message having to have the awareness to notice the signs is the teaching that separates the more in tune people knowing that we are being touched by the divine it is up to us to notice and keep our keen awareness in high alert. Right now we are given more messages wings rubbing up against us letting us know we are not alone they are here to give us guidance and genuine help we just need to ask keep and an open channel plus do our due diligence of good work, honesty, and kindness. 

Moving into the New Moon Shift

So you probably are wondering now that life has settled down what is it like? Ho-hum well emptiness feels completely different though there is much to complete, yesterday I started to clean up my Quick Books for taxes another mess, seeing how my data entry was as confused as I was all year. I feel some what relieved then going through my accounts I could feel the depth of the drama. I am very lucky to have people who were backing me up for that I truly grateful. As we move into the emptiness of the New Moon feeling the void of activity or dive inward isn't as comfortable as one would hope. I have several books that I am ready to read? but not finding it. I am struck with suffering the need to give support when I can. I had a dream last night of Grandma me sitting on her lap, she rubbing me loving me, telling me how worth it I am. I got up thanking her seeing a mother beating on her son, he came over to me I told him I would pray for him. I was struck by the suffering wounding that is part of the human consciousness the importance of working  in service of giving in our small way what we can. These are 2 links I have been sending around to help define what is going on, plus the importance of Stop it by Bob Newhart easier said then done I spent the whole year and yesterday practicing it sometimes better then others.

 http://www.shiftfrequency.com/karen-abler-carrasco-2014-the-year-of-the-yang-wood-horse/

Karen Abler Carrasco ~ 2014 – The Year of the Yang Wood Horse

www.shiftfrequency.com

WesternSchoolOfFengShui January 11 2014 (Thanks, Constance) There might not be a bigger shift of energies in the entire 60 year wheel of Chinese astrology than this o

Stop It!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-Tej0297wk

Wondering into the flute of our Angel!

Ok after writing my current blog I have had some wonderful connections with  people being there knowing where we are at now. I am looking forward to jumping in with more clarity and have more fun/JOY! What I like best is most have read between the lines without being negative, getting what a walk on the wild side it was knowing the shift is past our human experience. http://www.shiftfrequency.com/karen-abler-carrasco-2014-the-year-of-the-yang-wood-horse/  This helps get ready for the New Year understanding what in the hell that last 2 yrs was about. We are being visited by the Angelic realm more then we know just having their support on so many levels, they are showing up in a big way plus our ancestors are here to help too! What I forgot to say is I have this Rock that I have had since I started the Magic book almost 2 yrs ago,"Just before going to sleep tonight, hold my magic rock in one hand, and say the magic words, thank you, for the best thing that happened during the day. Yesterday I had 3 special moments, which before going to dream land gives me joy of what my life is really about.

Happy New Year 2014~

I didn't write last year much it was a challenging year full of twists and turns. I do not want to write about the continuous dramas that were moving through the whole year. I do want to tell you I participated in the most expensive workshop I have ever enrolled in. It was a process to stay positive with every change or phone call. I call this my choice of not telling another sad story over & over but decided that served no purpose. Actually Mom moved in with me with ease after God pushed her to move forward. God has had an interesting hand in all the changes. The great process we knew that without a doubt we were not in charge trusting Creators choices often not quite understanding as they rolled along.  I do want to thank those who were my continual support. I kept my conversations as light as possible, or nothing about our situation from April on. I would run with my running partner chatting about other things I am grateful for the flowing friendship. I would go to spin with my regular group 2-3 times a week which kept me sane & kick boxing.  I am happy I don't drink that would have pushed me over the brink, (thinking about what Anne Lamont would say in the arm pit of life) By August everything had heated up and my son's wedding was looming in so Mom & I made up our mind to focus on the wedding to keep the JOY flowing for Josh & Lyndsey not uttering a word about the climax that was roaring in the back round. We came to Lyndsey's Mom to help prepare the food which was such a blessings and help with the flowers. Once the morning of the wedding  Sept. 21 arrived there was rain, then a down pour  focusing on how we could help was the main menu. The wedding came off in grand style people exclaiming it was the best wedding they had been at. In the pictures I look strained no matter how it is often it shows. In the spring I talked with my friend real estate Philip York he said I was handling this crazy situation pretty well but then once I received a foreclosure notice I contacted him he once again encouraged me to go  with a short sale? I was clueless after all the weird turns in the road this year. Which was great our bank guy Chris went along with it, Philip did a lot of necessary negotiations. I had a first offer they did every inspection necessary, even had a guy come who did it not even know guessing or recognizing our sump pumps with the french drain, they backed out out which were immediately came an offer from Dean & LuLu Blackburn who were thrilled to get our treasure unique building planning to put an antique store. My prayer was we would be out by 12-20. I had rented an office in September @ 407 Mt Shasta Blvd., Healing Waters so my wonderful clients were already comfortable with the change. One of our family traditions was going to the Nutcracker at the Opera House in San Francisco which was planned on the 12-15 with my daughter in-law and grand-daughter which was awesome. We arrived back Tuesday 12-17 at noon starting our closing sale. Then Wednesday lower our percentage it was really such a wonderful experience people bought gifts for Xmas that they normally wouldn't be able to afford but at this discount were very sweet and happy. There was a senior friend who bought makings for cleansing knowing without this huge discount she couldn't afford the items. Thursday we had awesome help from Ken Abbot taking over all that needed to move leaving some boxes he thought I would need. In that afternoon Steve Chase came helping pack up some of our large bottles bringing them home, putting them in those boxes Ken left, it was such a relief to finally be at this finish line. Giving books to Humane Society, New 2 U, and new books to Village Books. Then Friday coming in doing finishing touches, giving the keys over at high noon. The unfortunate thing is we were both sick but still felt ok through this.
     So you ask how did I keep positive well I wrote my gratitude list #3109, using the Magic Book as much as possible, meditation each and every morning knowing to keep the flow of positive was absolutely necessary and I can use this process with my clients knowing it works, also understanding at a soul level the discipline this all takes. Plus the continual exercise program no matter what of course eating well too!
 Actually it feels good to complete this 12 year journey being open to the next chapter. Mom is continuing our online store, then we had to redesign our web site which is completed which Steven Bosch helped but by being sick I had planned to complete it earlier but just couldn't happen. I am continuing my coaching, readings and planning Vision Quest for this year weather permitting. My running partner & I last year ran 5 races, this year plan to increase those by a few, started my new Vision Board that is still a work in progress, making magic now.

December 15, 2013 Nutcracker San Francisco Opera House 

What a year oh my!