Friday, July 27, 2012

2012's Journey




It has been way too long for me to write, why I don't know. We have been journeying in a rather odd way, people have been so excited about this shift but finding it more challenging then expected once again. I was talking to a woman yesterday who was here in Mt Shasta at the Harmonic Convergence of 1987 remembering the great expectation for now. She has been wanting to live here but hasn't found an opening maybe this year. For me this year is a certain clearing with as our 10 yr. of having the store feeling very much a new beginning. Mom had a fractured vertebrae which took her to surgery, so her recuperation was long, me having once again more responsibility. Plus after a especially hard winter, spring due to economy, managing to pay bills to our vendors, or explaining we would get to it as quickly as humanly possible. Some of our vendors are so kind I want to say blessings to them. So having my Quest posted so early it too felt like it was a hard start for many reasons but is definitely in the flow. I am actually excited about our group of professionals, it is a small group but mighty. So it feels like our town is marching on with a bit more optomism even the woman chatting with me was saying the migration of people will be big. We have my Mom's condo for sale after her challenge, plus having 3 mortgages it seems like the simple solution to many things. I being busy can use the help with my house and yard. I love having 2 beautiful gardens which take much time but worth it, so having her help will be great. Now when I work with clients with cleanses or general individual work they can stay at a few places that are very close and not expensive. I love doing this private work. This last year I had 2 one in Dec. and another in January. Between Vison Boards, snow shoeing, exercising, going to meditation,  cleansing, journeying, massage, it is awesome. So on top of it all we needed to purchase a new version of Intuit or our credit cards purchases wouldn't go through, by the end of this month. So all new beginnings it is even fairly easy, but there is still a learning curve as all programs have. I am happy to be in charge of the Quest though appreciative of doing it in the past with Daniel Foor bringing different people that are amazing. The only thing is after doing Quest me being a facilitator and elder I am accustom to having follow ups. After holding space for people there is an intimacy that continues. I keep the prayer going for my people I have prayed for. Most don't understand it but I ran into a client who I had a few session with we were at the ATM she thanked me for my work. I told her how glad I was to run into her, for the continued prayers, she understood which is great.  I am happy this year I have had wonderful people from other country's which some how they are hearing about my work. I feel very grateful for the blessings I have been receiving, thank you , thank you, thank you! I also need to be more available with Skye, plus maybe do a monthly utube teaching I am moving towards that. I am also using new labels on my flower essence which Cheryl Rose has graced me to use, love her work. This weekend is the gathering for Charlie Thom's 84 birthday at the head of the Sacramento River, it had to be canceled due to bad weather in the spring, so now it is here. I think of the many times also being with him in the Marble Mountains when he said," When you do Quest's you will do it your way," not really understanding at the time. Then sharing facilitating with TuBears, I have continued to do it much the same of what she & I did. I always think of her & sitting by the fire sharing Shaman/Medicine stories for that I am grateful. So the change is upon us we just need to set boundary's of what is important to move forward with intention and expect Miracles! A Ho!