Shhh........waiting for our Tessa!

Life has changed now being a grandmother, and GiGi being a Great Grandmother using GG for shorting it. We have moved into an elder spot but also being wiser I hope for that. This Holiday Season came easier the store was blessed with wonderful people doing their shopping here with joy. When I was a little girl some-one asked me what did I want to be when I grow up I said," a gift wrapper." Each time I would wrap a gift I would tell the story plus add many blessing to the big bows I put on. When my sons were little we always went to the Nutcracker at the Opera House is San Francisco, so in the back round at the store Xmas songs playing. We had our harpist Patti come play the store was filled with JOY and stories. This is Mom's house ready for Tessa. I usually have the festivities at my house but her place is larger a changing of the guards for our family. In our family the food is very important it is a medicine of sorts and blessings to feed people so with that our menu reflects much thought. On Xmas day Mom and I watched," Julie, Julia" made a gourmet menu of sorts, having a quiet pensive time. I was reminiscing of those days when my children were little with all the confusion and bustle now we are in that phase that I had heard about but am living. I wrote my step-brother Bob saying don't you miss those days......I know he does. ( life has changed for him) So what does this blog mean well in a short story being with or without family this year is a huge awakening to our roles in our family and the bigger family. Today my friend Steve was in we chatted about how it is to take care of yourself, not being in denial rather then isolating and not even knowing you are. He is being very vulnerable which makes it easier to be intimate with him and that is what this time is about. I feel such a blessing with people taking their walls down and opening to the new Now. It is no mistake that there are Angels walking this earth through these changing times, magically miracles are happening. We are the ones that they are talking about it is our time to rise being in humility to open our hearts for that profound healing that is necessary. Don't be discouraged if some are still in that drama earth cycle just keep the focus on peace and joy. I don't want to be one of those blogs that preaches on about stuff. I just want to share the heart felt family and grand family we are part of. Yesterday Jan mentioned wanting to go into the Marble Mountains this next summer in July so I have made a few calls checking on that seems like it might happen. A huge role of initiation for us. She wants to take her son, the last time we were there together she was pregnant with this son. I took my boys for the rites of passage to the wilderness. This wilderness is where the Karuk tribe would do Vision Quest for becoming a leader. Jan & I have been blessed to know about the power of this area through our Medicine Elder Charlie Thom. I chatted with another powerful woman Cora she says she and her son Chaley if possible will go. As this idea percolates I will write about the power of such a trip with these amazing women. So that is what is birthing during this Holiday Season no accidents here. We of course would have horses take in our gear but walk in the 15+ miles a shaman's journey, this excited me beyond my wildest dreams. I have been attempting to rope in different people since we have had the store unsuccessfully but now it seems as the energy is there. I am always surprised as to how this magic shows up we can never really guess it is definitely the mystery unfolding.

Winter Solstice in Mt Shasta

Well another year has gone by and here we are facing ourselves once again. Hey how is that working for you? There is so much to say yet so little. I am once again writing morning pages, I realized how many great things have come from journaling. I know that we are meant to be more intimate with those that are in our circles. It is a time to reach new heights in our spirituality. It is a completion of many things experiencing a certain mount of grief. What was all that about? We are in new territory all you had to do is acknowledge the Eclipse to know something is here to change. We need to do more be more authentic being our true self, not protecting out of fear but be that true adventure for these times.


I want to thank all of you who frequent our store and our lives, it is an honor and a blessing.

We are having a fire this evening honoring you in Gratitude for all you are doing and giving!

Our Angel Patrick Robinson's Living Tree Decorated!

This is a picture of my running partner's Evelyn's son's honoring as our current Angel Patrick during this time and always in our community here. He is not forgotten!

Miracles, Angels and Completion?

Between the Winter Solstice diving deep into what was this year about and being touched by these Divine beings with wings we are in our own dilemma of moving into those miracles. This week has been a turning point for many, feeling what feels like depression when actually it is that divine turning a corner of what we are creating in those miracles. Between our Angels, Mother Mary and Sister Teresa making themselves available we doubt our own belief is this really happening. We are receiving so many confirmations of faith and surrender to the Divine. Just when we feel we are lost one of these appears. In this time of the year we are especially sensitive to ancestors, and those non realities thinking it is something else they are communicating with us big time. I know if you have been that person who has helped in any way of souls passing they are definitely wanting you to know that though they are in another place they want to have communication. Some of us are the ones who hold that energy so they can safely go across that bridge into another land but once you have held that energy for them they continue to pray for you. I know most people seem more in tune to the Day of the Dead or Halloween however when the veils of darkness are upon us we are much closer to other worlds. Often it takes us to question am I nuts, well you are half way there always questioning sanity is part of being a sensitive. I am always telling clients that before we were admired for that connection understanding what a challenge it can be. This winter Solstice started much earlier then Dec. 21 with an eclipse, wanting to be either resting or not sleeping was the dive inward feeling some despair but in reality it is the time for meditation and exercise to stay grounded not taking these feelings to heart. Understanding the completion of many years so there is an air of grief for finishing up a grand task, plus starting a new one. We don't know what that a new is yet but we know we have a contract that needs to be completed. So hold on tight for 2011 to really get those projects off the ground, or out of you mind manifesting them with ease. I want to encourage you to enjoy what Holiday Season. I have been told, "I can't get into this Holiday Season," again there is that grief around it. Just start writing your gratitude list, then shift that energy towards appreciation raising our vibration to the new NOW! We are doing a great review then we don't really see the divine plan but once in gratitude we begin to realize there are no accidents. We are in the right place making new choices while completing old. Pat yourself on the back if you are reading this you are one of the Angels walking earth at this time. A HO to you!
Also a note our mountain has been so beautiful this week other worldly illuminated with a glow that is so powerful. I will attempt to get a photo of it before our storm coming in. Blessings!

Tribute to our Furry Friend Charlie!

Well today started out in a dilemma, my Mom's kitty had sneaked out of her place either by me or her...She told him always you are an indoor cat but he wanted to explore the outside. She saw him last night attempting to coax him inside but his personality is very stubborn to his dismay. I went over this am to search which I did only when leaving finding his beautiful white body warm but his neck was broken. He knows nothing about outside found a warm place in an engine. Our furry friends create such healing. We wrapped him in a towel taking him to my ceremonial yard to put him to rest. I have done such things with my son's too many times to remember, but here I am with my Mom with her beautiful kitty. Life here in Mount Shasta has twists and turns that is challenging to say the least. Each person arrives with great expectation of their spiritual life, then in a few months admit they are put through the wringer. There is a great direction but then seemingly striped of everything you think you know about our spiritual life, grasping at trust and faith there is a bigger story. We continue to receive guidance hoping in our hearts of hearts that there is a miracle given by the Angels waiting to happen. I come in our store say a prayer to the Angels raise the violet flame, in gratitude. I then put on the 1008 names of the Divine Mother by a wonderful Swami of Amma's. We do what ever ritual we are drawn to do to continue to raise the store's and our vibration. I was talking to another wonderful spiritual woman who had a business for a short while now handling the fall out of having to close, with bill collectors. We come here with the enthusiasm of being part of a great community then each person still loving it but I hear the disappointment of the challenges or bankruptcy or breaking up of the relationship or losing my Mom's beloved furry friend it is definitely different then what we arrive thinking. Rest in Peace dear Charlie. (He is in the corner behind the lodge and Quan Yin with a rock on his resting place)

Happy Holy Days and Close of 2010!

Now here we are wondering what and the heck happened to this year. I feel we have really made great strides to achieve great rising our vibration to that Golden Age. We can feel there is a huge change but it has yet to manifest in what ever way we think. It is a very exciting time to be alive, we said we would be here and finally it is our time.
I have gotten information from so many feeling the draw inward not really realizing that the Winter Solstice is early by a few weeks. It is also creating obstacles that are seeming like Mercury in Retrograde which doesn't happen till Dec. 10. My suggestion is enjoy the draw inward, keep up the meditation, exercise is a must......I know it seems like I want to come home sit my self on the sofa, drink my tea/chocolate/coffee/or? but in reality that sofa will wait for you to finish the much necessary release that exercise gives you during the challenging energetic time.
Also tonight is a ceremony for Gita I want to send her all the blessings for her continued growth, empowerment into being that dynamic teacher she is. I also want to pray for my dear sister Christine and brother Marco for all the blessings they have given me and my mom. I know this will be a power house of a ceremony. I send all our blessings to each person from the door way in to the door way out. I also bless all of us who wanted to be there that our blessings go far and wide to support this beautiful ceremony we all are blessed to have as our medicine. A HO!

Holiday Season and close of 2010

Town-wide open house in Mt Shasta Nov.19

We are here encouraging local business for locals to shop and get to know our local merchants with their stores. We have Patti Hill playing her harp, I can feel the Angels arriving in droves. It is so wonderful to feel the new NOW with the high vibration moving each of us beyond what we even know. I have been really inward thinking about what this all means which more will be revealed. We are conduits being arranged in synchronized way that we don't even understand. I know that through this shake up we are holding a heart felt love energy to keep it all anchored. As I am writing this I hear her harp playing with such grace and beauty. She was saying she was born here, went to Marin County came back was told the story of the Mountain deciding that it is necessary that she do a CD of this story about our Mountain. She said she is a teacher and always a student her lovely CD's are available at our store. We have decided to carry mostly local artist plus books by our locals too. Have a beautiful Thankful Thanksgiving being filled with Gratitude! Sunday weather permitting we will be hugged by Amma too!

Tessa's Halloween with us after lodge!

Nov.11,2010

This autumn has been spectacular with the color change. Last year the leaves fell off the trees after a heavy rain, this year they are hanging on in their beauty and color. The reminder that we are letting go at a slow rate, not to say it is a light process. Actually this year is a bigger process of letting go of those people and drama's that do not work towards the light of the I am presence our mission in this life. Life I say to clients/friends I thought I would be younger but these times is my contract to what ever is necessary to raise not only my vibration but my strength with running, cutting wood what ever it takes for the next step. So that comes to 11:11 I started my first date with it in 1991 at Stoney Brook Lodge a meditation with Sally Moon, since then I have done so many ceremony's including a pipe ceremony when my house closed in 1996 on that date so here we are. Yesterday there was a huge meditation that is continuing for 11 days to hold the light vibration. It is absolutely essential to bless your homes with light, violet flame, incense, sage as well as your business to keep the vibratory rate high. Also getting back to the physical people are showing their true colors, which is often a surprise plus mean spirited. Just remember it is a natural cleaning out process to draw those energetic people that are your team for this huge change it is historic for healer/avatars/teachers none can be compared in this time frame. So my suggestion is to keep positive no matter what, exercise, meditate, and laugh a lot. Don't take this stupid, mean, political behavior too seriously we have bigger fish to fry and we are. Yesterday a group of very cool young people threw the door open to our store saying Happy 11:11, enlightened being with such an awesome attitude, another woman from Australia to be here for the 11:11, some guys from Grass Valley who paint, really confirmation of our roll in our store such a beautiful day. I am grateful for these beings that visit us and spend their money with joy. I know in my heart of hearts this is why we have spent so much energy, money and time, now all we need is our next step to consolidate our finances that made it possible for us to stay open in the most drastic of situations knowing we were to do whatever it takes to continue to be here. We have achieved that with honor, oh yes there are some who say nasty negative things but that is the dark that is always around, so I pray for them. I want to thank all of those good souls who have supported us by coming in and checking how we are doing thanking us as they leave for being here. I also want to thank those spirits that beckon people from highway 5 or from our building calling people to enter they do not go unnoticed with deep gratitude in honoring the unseen forces.

Snow is on the Mountain!

Today feels like the weather is upon us...with the Full Moon in Aries Oct.22 we had a storm blow in, planned was having a drumming at our store, but due to potential weather and me doing a home project it didn't happen. We plan to have a drumming in Jan. at the Black Bear Gallery having Walking Eagle bring his pow wow drum sing songs for the winter. It is something he and I started in the early 90's just recently doing it again. We are all looking forward to the manifestations that are being present in 2011. I see Wayne Dyer & Gregg Braden mentioning the changes how our mind is the one to create the new NOW! I remember being at Jeckle Island with Gregg, Drunvalo, Tom Kenyon, Ken Page, Bob Stevens and Jo-Anne Cornish it seems like a life time ago around 1996....so much has changed and yet we are still addressing similar issues creating the Creation which of course Hicks has really focused on along with Patricia Robles reminding us of this special time that we said we would do. Now is the conquering of our thoughts and creating the world that is in the 5 dimension. I am happy to hear all this encouragement, no dooms day....Seeing the beauty of this picturing knowing we are all in the perfect place no matter how it feels. I know it takes courage and humility to move beyond this current status qua, but I can guaranty it is worth it. We said we would be part of this change and we are. This coming weekend I will be down in Los Altos pouring water at Paul Rubio's lodge along with Daniel Foor for our closing meeting of our Wilderness Quest of 2010. It is an honor for him to have us do this I appreciate it.

After Quest-Fall into Autumn

The beauty of being in the woods co-facilitating with Daniel Foor was once again a great success. It took energy from having to re-schedule due to 4 ft. of snow for June 21 which created a back lash of cancellations for one reason or another. We along with our registrar Stacey worked at keeping the energy fresh. I want to thank Paul Rubio for opening his lodge in Los Gatos for our group for our 4 th year. I had to go down with my 2 friends to clear the area at Methodist Camp we use with tobacco and chain saws it created a gateway of sorts with this huge tree that was across the water way. It made is so beautiful looking from the water, through the fire to the lodge a powerful site. As we move into the leaves falling away our group worked on that plus creating more of the authentic self for these Now times. It has been a powerful time for me as well. I re-connected with an old boyfriend teaching me to be open, follow the energy once again without expectations. I am finding most are getting out there being more visible for our life work, spiritually grounded, present and psychologically fit. Oh yes I have to mention that I am often telling clients, quester's whom ever the necessity for meditation is huge, plus being physically more fit. I ended up doing part of the Tin Man here in Dunsmuir. My daughter-in law Jaime only wanted to do the swim, bike asked me to do the run. It was a great family event before our Quest. I took our family down to say prayers at the camp before our group arrived after Tin Man including my grand-daughter Tessa who is 15 months. Getting back to the Methodist Camp was completely welcoming even though they were doing a bit of construction hurrying to complete before the weather changes in the mountains. It was a spectacular 4 th year, lodges were amazing, our cook was Kim who kept food out and prepared great meals. (Good mama in the kitchen) I want to thank all of you who with us in spirit saying prays keeping that focus. Our next one will be Aug. 7-14 2011 amazing.

By the Fire on the Full Moon

As I sat by the fire on Sunday July 25 all these wonderous thoughts floated through my mind. I took a picture of the wood pile to show the amount of effort it takes to bring this type of ceremony together. We started Saturday covering the lodge with blankets removing the rocks from the pit adding new rocks. We were going to have help but as the time moved on Mom and I plugged on; having colorfull blankets first then others then heavy tarps plus my lodge it high so to achieve coverage I use a tall walking stick that seems to work just fine. Then preparing the fire to be ready in the morning all is needed is to light it. I was very happy with my wood, some that we had cut with my chain saw myself, plus my helper brought some, plus friends provided some from their homes. So starting the fire at 5:45 am........it has been a couple of weeks since my last post. I am still looking for my camera that is some where in never never land. It was an awesome day and lodge, knowing it was going to hot by noon we started right at 8 with four women each representing each direction, Mother's and daugthers. In the last round we prayed for the state of California prayers for Jerry Brown being our next governor, also for our town's financial growth while protecting our beautiful invironment. We prayed for our towns officals, police and fire department those who take care of our town.
Yesterday I went to Sand Flat to help build a lodge with my 2 guys David and Michael, for the First Sobriety Hoopa Sweat Lodge. It was so beautiful in the early hours of the morning, digging for the wholes for the willows, digging the fire pit...gosh how many times have I been the only woman doing such things. People miss out by not showing up it is so fun like when you were kids building the fort we are doing with it with all natural elements earth, water, fire and air in this breath taking place. I went over to my friends at Tara Refuge this am to pick fresh lavender for the lodge, they have a temple, 2 Stupa's and lavender plants every where with huge statues of Quan Yin & Buddha what a life. I am here in the store waiting for our first lodge, it is a beautiful day. Today also is the huge presentation of the I Am plays that people come from all over the world to participate in or watch. The streets are a bit quiet in respect and readiness for all the happenings this weekend, which isn't great for our business. I have written to Mother Meera about all this she is available all you have to do is write for prayers and she will focus on what you have written. I sent pictures of myself, Mom and my kids their gals and my grand-daughter Tessa so she has a visual of who she is praying for and a picture of our store too. In these earth changes times and rising vibratory rate so much is changing we need all the prayers we can get. Last weekend I was driving back here after our Wilderness Quest meeting I was listening to KQED radio there was this story of a new C.D coming out from the Georgian Chant of the Sister's of Avignon France. They played a bit, these Sister's are cloistered from the public but gave in to this production because their voices represent prayers going out for the world. I am looking forward to buying this when it comes out in Nov. I have used chants like this to clear spaces raise the vibratory rate or clear negativity that might be caused from some dark energy. Please focus on me finding my camera!

So now What is Next? No more Rahu!

Here we are after the Eclipses ready for the Grand Cross
not knowing how this will effect each of us. I am just coming
out of Rahu that hast lasted 18 yrs it will be out in August.
For those of you who don't know Rahu who is the planet that
makes everything a challenge. I can say since I have been in it
since 1992 when one of my relationships started that too was doomed, finances the flow was perplexing issue, and things that were some what innocent would be taken the wrong way. I was advice a few years ago when I still had 4+yrs to go that I should meditate and fast doing practise to combat this? I don't think I was a success at that? Here is a picture of our Skype as we attempt to chat with my grand-daughter Tessa and see her as she grows. This is part of our store with gifts, vitamins, tinctures, books, tarot cards.....angels you can see a bit in the back round! It has been a wild ride ride for sure. The weather in the mountains this year has been one of the longest winters(springs) it is now 94 degrees with a beautiful breeze. I thought I would add this picture to show our natural progression of our store. Many know we were challenged in the beginning since I hadn't know much about the store I definitely was in a learning curve, then add crazy Rahu........I thought oh my Goddess what Karma did I create then I came to my senses realizing that I live in a swamp area it actually has nothing to do with Karma just water levels. So some times life just is, no big deep reason we are having the real deal human experience even here in Mt Shasta. What most don't know as we develop we are called to do our own psychological work then we can play in the big field of human. See even in this picture I am concentrating way too much not just in the flow. So I have had to do many things I hadn't planned to. This week I was at my favorite Statue Factory we were talking business I was saying just that the owner chimed in saying for the last 2 yrs it is a paramount business that only those who have small business can relate. People have had to use credit in odd ways to keep their doors open then being penalized for doing just that with credit scores. It is a sad day that even in busy places so many are called in ways they hadn't imagined years ago. It is all in the process of turning around, plus being out of Rahu will certainly help.

Independence Day

Well here we are with half of the year done, now going into the second half........what in the world has gone on? We are raising our vibratory rate at such a degree. In the world scope there is much going on with earth changes the oil spill. Then we have these huge gatherings on the Solstice of the Indigenous Grandmother's with Jyoti, Steven organizing it with a sound system that is so advanced to handle 17,500 on the call and will continue. Then the next call with another alliance Evolutionary leaders with Deepak Chopra, Lynne Mc Taggart, and Jean Houston this is the first of many calls. So something big is happening if we can just grasp how important each of us are, we said we would do this. I am continuing to run with my partner Evelyn every other day since last year, for the aerobic energy to help digest these energy's. It is very important to meditate, work out the vibs are so powerful just sitting on the couch eating bon bon's isn't going to work. Drink water, eat natural foods with exercise will relieve the tension of what in the heck is going on. I am not a doctor this is a suggestion and what works for me and my clients. Anything strenuous you need to consult with your Doctor but that too is a great idea to check where you are.
We had to postpone our Wilderness Quest there was 4 ft of snow and ice, then 15 days later it is all clear. What it taught our group that we are not in charge where Mother Nature is concerned. Then many issues came up for various people that is was good that the plan had changed other things needed to be attended to and being out in the wilderness wouldn't have worked. It is our 4 th year of completion and letting go in grief of that completion. I am always amazed at the power of the group that Daniel and I gather, it is such a blessing. I already have 2 possibilities for next year very wonderful people so if that is an indication of what 2011 will bring. It is this 2010 the intention is the key for planting then next year creating that which is our destiny. Some one said the key is responsibility which is what we are having to live out. I see these spiritual people who have all this insight but lack the grounded earth stuff of following through.
So make this 4th that part of you souls independence during the Grand Cross eclipses, make the best of it all. Another huge thing is don't keep your mind in that maze of thinking negative or what if or dooms day when those thoughts start just stop. Fill you body with light or rainbow color just don't give your mind free rain of those thoughts it like to control but you are in charge don't forget. I also find if I work in my beautiful garden pulling out weeds do clean out I am doing on the inner as well plus my garden looks great or clean out a closet anything you can do to occupy your mind.

Mt Shasta Herb & Health this week!

Adding pictures to our Blog!

Mother's Day

I am happy to wish each of you a Blessing during this time, we each support some-one in need.
Our compassion is what defines us as being truly human. Yesterday I bought these flowers for my Mom and all those who fit the bill. I wanted them to be in our store to bless each person as they arrive. It has been a deep process through the last month many have complained of depression, exhaustion, just not getting done what we want. Now we must realize that we have been in my realms during these many earth changes. One of the references I keep making to my clients it what is it to be a sensitive? In this New Age there is the reference that if you are feeling life to depth of your soul there must be something that you are doing wrong. Which of course is not the case, there are no shields or saying psalms, prayers that keep you away from your basic nature of being that spiritual sensitive. Of course prayers, psalms, affirmation assist in the journey but the depth of feeling is really where we are at. In the past what would work would be using drugs, alcohol anything that would reduce that feeling. Now through many efforts towards recovery of our spiritual self we have found there are many things that work better. During this time it is important to keep moving with what exercise you can do, eat right, vitamins, rest, and yes of course MEDITATION!!!! Keep it simple check with your physician to make sure everything is working right before attempting anything too strenuous. These are suggestion that are working for me. My running partner and I started last year, even during the Turkey Trott 10k on Thanksgiving that was a hoot, plus unbelievably beautiful along the Sacramento river with the autumn leaves. I have to trick myself into to constant regime attending a 5k-10k race a month, plus doing Zumba twice a week. Now this week I have had that cold that is going around so the challenge is to go home not feel guilty about resting, maybe even not returning calls be quiet, yet continuing meditation as often as I can. So ......keep it rolling. Also I do commit to writing more frequently on this blog once and while I hear that people enjoy reading my blog, Thank YOU! I do get calls as to what is going on with this energy, I am not an astrologist but living where I do I get very distinct impressions and share those. I will do it more here also. Enjoy life, don't take it all to seriously, but we are responsible be responsible for those things that are truly yours, let go of what isn't. Plus on a note avoid certain substances that would hinder your spiritual life, it is hard enough to make heads way of what is real, why put something else in the mix?

Almost Spring Time

It is hard to believe it has been so long since I wrote, time of diving inward is huge, while still moving? What is up with that? My running partner and myself did the run in Redding the beginning of the season. It was a beautiful day,nice enough to wear shorts, coming back to the snow is rather like the feeling of cutting loose into spring as the shoots are pooping up while the snow is flying. It has been an intense Winter Solstice in a good way, with earth changes. We are finding to our core what is important how is it we want to live here on Earth. It has been said the earth will continue to change till humanity changes, now is that possible. Is it possible for our government to clean out we all had the optimism with our new President but now there are those questions since we have entered another war, and the health bill has snags. We look at Congress and the Senate wondering if there is anyone who can say it isn't corrupt? A long time ago when I was carrying the big book of Recovery I felt that it is necessary to have drug and alcohol testing in those places, we are probably letting addicts run our country. We have since recognized the pharmacology how addictive they are. All in all I feel more positive the time of the completion of the decade of 2000 is making it more obvious that all must change, plus the economy has and still is hitting the middle class scrambling for basic existence. I know if you meditate, exercise, and do necessary spiritual practises we will make those changes in a big way. I know family's are moving in discontentment wanting that more communal group then we have to be accountable in a big way no more using people for our own advancement. How do I know this well I have offered myself as the sacrificial offering for those who are unable to make changes so they go after me, when in reality all I am doing is reflecting their stubbornness to continue in life as it is, silly humans. In therapy terms this is called projection if you are accusing others of whatever we need to look in our hearts to see if in fact it is ourselves that is doing the behavior. So...Rock on into Spring!

The Dive inward no matter what!

We have just come out of days of no power here in Mt Shasta, people still have no power here or in Mc Cloud. We first experienced this on Xmas Eve, then again New Years and now days of white and light are the Great White Brother-hood knocking on our psyche? Are we being forced to make life simple? Are we being shown that the journey for those of us who live here that communing with spirit is truly our destiny. While in I read "Loving Bones". Well I was drawn to this but not knowing why, it is all about a girl who has been murdered and who from the other side she chooses to communicate with. What a journey of confirmation that these things are part of the New NOW we are experiencing even from mid west to our wilder states. I know when my friend Jeannie Stone passed from leukemia she visited me often I didn't dare tell a soul till recently. I would have been on medication and locked up. She wasn't happy leaving her 2 little brothers, or her mom & dad.....but knew that her passing would have a profound effect on all of us. It taught me bunches, so now knowing that such things are common knowledge is such a relief for those of us who have had to hide out being invisible. It has been a profound time that is being born in this 2010. Once again a huge exodus of souls from the earth quake in Haiti a showing to each of us what is important. I wish I had more money to give also would love to go help in a physical sense, but I know on the inner our assisting those souls who have passed sending light to the country knowing that we are all connected. I had just finished the biography of Dr. Paul Farmer's work in Haiti how brilliant soul he is. What focus he has for such poverty/healing is commendable to say the least. His drive for knowledge, education and a basic command for helping these people leaves me feeling very insignificant with my own energy's doing so little. It is a powerful time to make choices that are so important to move ourselves forward in honest ways. I want each of us to do our own inventory of how can we be more in our own authenticity that would offer more to this life?