Opening to Love, Healing and HEART energy!

Could anyone imagine that we would be in such a profound time of unity due to such a tragedy Newcastle Connecticut? We are moving into new era of Solstice for 20-21-22, 2012 many things have been predicted but the universal is Love http://www.birth2012.com making a commitment to be in love energy for those days, is that possible to keep ourselves that directed to positive thought no matter what? What I also find amazing that on so many broadcast news, people are opening with prayer, even with the 911 it was not as common. I also see the parents, children, friends sharing at such a profound level how this has effected each person. So in our preparation for this coming time we are forced to feel seeing news Castor's praying, priests and common folks. Isn't it beautiful to understand the power of prayer. I feel this year has been such a transition into the reality of new Now. I feel so lucky to be in a town with so many spiritual practises available. Last week on 12-12 I went to Kirtan with Sahadev there were 28 people with this beautiful altar and great songs. I looked around feeling very blessed to be in such a place with little or no energy on my part. This next week was expecting so much and so many however the Mountain had other ideas a blizzard. The main highway was closed off & on for 4 days so those people planning to be on the mountain couldn't make it town nor with the blizzard the lower gate to the mountain was closed. I went to meditation on Sunday 12-23,  Mom, me, and Pursha laughing at the joke of the mountain is in charge. I have experienced so many challenges, joys, confusion to even begin to understand I am not in charge in the spiritual journey here in Mt. Shasta. So now we are approaching the New Year, looking outside there are snow flurries, snow on the road actually quite white and beautiful for the rise in energy making most of us stay put dive deep inside. I have had some wonderful clients who are driven to be here and really are high beings I feel blessed to have such wonderful souls. I know in my heart of hearts the time we are gathering our tribe I feel blessed to be in such contact with such amazing people. As a store we have celebrated our 10 yr anniversary which was in June but now moving to a more financially stable position, plus having to re-fi which I am praying goes without a hitch. I guess we qualify for one of the Presidents new loans? We are just waiting for our appraisal which hopefully comes in at a right price? One never knows with the current economy. I know Mom & I both want to focus on our wonderful customers from all over the world being able to have more stock, more gatherings, more fun........so that being said we are having a prayer list with our local Pyramid Omaran saying prayers for the week from Xmas Eve till New Years Eve www.soulevolution.org. Having this store we have used every practise and modality to insure our own spiritual journey, supporting those we can plus letting go of those that are unwilling or unable to understand our journey some who regard themselves as very spiritual beings however limited they are. We still keep them in our prayers most can't understand what it is to have a small store during these times, after our work often we just go home to be quiet to regenerate our own soul. Mom & I feel at a loss sometimes not being able to replenish supplies as quickly as we would like to or to pay vendors as the bill comes in. I have to say our Vendors I am in gratitude for their support and understanding blessing them for that. So with the changes we are feeling in our hearts and moving into a time of understanding that has been predicted but still not quite understandable yet. So if you are reading this you are the ones they were talking about you are here to be part of this Grand time, thank you!