Friday, January 31, 2014

Little touch from the Angels, Mary, and Raven's!

So my friend Jen Reich  http://poetrynotpoverty.org/
 poet was talking about roses and Mary here we go she is very present in my life. I was watching the "Life of bee's" movie which I hadn't seen for years. I forgot that from the beginning Angel Gabriel came down to Mary to tell her about her pregnancy the message was Mary on the bottle of honey. There are not accidents in this life contact reminders of letting us know that our Angels are here plus Mary. The roses are also that memory of the importance of it all plus our heart connection to the love that we need to keep focusing on. Today as I drove down the street getting ready for my client, turning the heat on in my office no rain but definitely cold, I saw 2 large Raven's (Magic) being feed by the garbage of some-ones showing that we will be provided for. In the Shamanic world we are given a message having to have the awareness to notice the signs is the teaching that separates the more in tune people knowing that we are being touched by the divine it is up to us to notice and keep our keen awareness in high alert. Right now we are given more messages wings rubbing up against us letting us know we are not alone they are here to give us guidance and genuine help we just need to ask keep and an open channel plus do our due diligence of good work, honesty, and kindness. 

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Moving into the New Moon Shift

So you probably are wondering now that life has settled down what is it like? Ho-hum well emptiness feels completely different though there is much to complete, yesterday I started to clean up my Quick Books for taxes another mess, seeing how my data entry was as confused as I was all year. I feel some what relieved then going through my accounts I could feel the depth of the drama. I am very lucky to have people who were backing me up for that I truly grateful. As we move into the emptiness of the New Moon feeling the void of activity or dive inward isn't as comfortable as one would hope. I have several books that I am ready to read? but not finding it. I am struck with suffering the need to give support when I can. I had a dream last night of Grandma me sitting on her lap, she rubbing me loving me, telling me how worth it I am. I got up thanking her seeing a mother beating on her son, he came over to me I told him I would pray for him. I was struck by the suffering wounding that is part of the human consciousness the importance of working  in service of giving in our small way what we can. These are 2 links I have been sending around to help define what is going on, plus the importance of Stop it by Bob Newhart easier said then done I spent the whole year and yesterday practicing it sometimes better then others.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Wondering into the flute of our Angel!

Ok after writing my current blog I have had some wonderful connections with  people being there knowing where we are at now. I am looking forward to jumping in with more clarity and have more fun/JOY! What I like best is most have read between the lines without being negative, getting what a walk on the wild side it was knowing the shift is past our human experience. http://www.shiftfrequency.com/karen-abler-carrasco-2014-the-year-of-the-yang-wood-horse/  This helps get ready for the New Year understanding what in the hell that last 2 yrs was about. We are being visited by the Angelic realm more then we know just having their support on so many levels, they are showing up in a big way plus our ancestors are here to help too! What I forgot to say is I have this Rock that I have had since I started the Magic book almost 2 yrs ago,"Just before going to sleep tonight, hold my magic rock in one hand, and say the magic words, thank you, for the best thing that happened during the day. Yesterday I had 3 special moments, which before going to dream land gives me joy of what my life is really about.

Monday, January 20, 2014

Happy New Year 2014~

I didn't write last year much it was a challenging year full of twists and turns. I do not want to write about the continuous dramas that were moving through the whole year. I do want to tell you I participated in the most expensive workshop I have ever enrolled in. It was a process to stay positive with every change or phone call. I call this my choice of not telling another sad story over & over but decided that served no purpose. Actually Mom moved in with me with ease after God pushed her to move forward. God has had an interesting hand in all the changes. The great process we knew that without a doubt we were not in charge trusting Creators choices often not quite understanding as they rolled along.  I do want to thank those who were my continual support. I kept my conversations as light as possible, or nothing about our situation from April on. I would run with my running partner chatting about other things I am grateful for the flowing friendship. I would go to spin with my regular group 2-3 times a week which kept me sane & kick boxing.  I am happy I don't drink that would have pushed me over the brink, (thinking about what Anne Lamont would say in the arm pit of life) By August everything had heated up and my son's wedding was looming in so Mom & I made up our mind to focus on the wedding to keep the JOY flowing for Josh & Lyndsey not uttering a word about the climax that was roaring in the back round. We came to Lyndsey's Mom to help prepare the food which was such a blessings and help with the flowers. Once the morning of the wedding  Sept. 21 arrived there was rain, then a down pour  focusing on how we could help was the main menu. The wedding came off in grand style people exclaiming it was the best wedding they had been at. In the pictures I look strained no matter how it is often it shows. In the spring I talked with my friend real estate Philip York he said I was handling this crazy situation pretty well but then once I received a foreclosure notice I contacted him he once again encouraged me to go  with a short sale? I was clueless after all the weird turns in the road this year. Which was great our bank guy Chris went along with it, Philip did a lot of necessary negotiations. I had a first offer they did every inspection necessary, even had a guy come who did it not even know guessing or recognizing our sump pumps with the french drain, they backed out out which were immediately came an offer from Dean & LuLu Blackburn who were thrilled to get our treasure unique building planning to put an antique store. My prayer was we would be out by 12-20. I had rented an office in September @ 407 Mt Shasta Blvd., Healing Waters so my wonderful clients were already comfortable with the change. One of our family traditions was going to the Nutcracker at the Opera House in San Francisco which was planned on the 12-15 with my daughter in-law and grand-daughter which was awesome. We arrived back Tuesday 12-17 at noon starting our closing sale. Then Wednesday lower our percentage it was really such a wonderful experience people bought gifts for Xmas that they normally wouldn't be able to afford but at this discount were very sweet and happy. There was a senior friend who bought makings for cleansing knowing without this huge discount she couldn't afford the items. Thursday we had awesome help from Ken Abbot taking over all that needed to move leaving some boxes he thought I would need. In that afternoon Steve Chase came helping pack up some of our large bottles bringing them home, putting them in those boxes Ken left, it was such a relief to finally be at this finish line. Giving books to Humane Society, New 2 U, and new books to Village Books. Then Friday coming in doing finishing touches, giving the keys over at high noon. The unfortunate thing is we were both sick but still felt ok through this.
     So you ask how did I keep positive well I wrote my gratitude list #3109, using the Magic Book as much as possible, meditation each and every morning knowing to keep the flow of positive was absolutely necessary and I can use this process with my clients knowing it works, also understanding at a soul level the discipline this all takes. Plus the continual exercise program no matter what of course eating well too!
 Actually it feels good to complete this 12 year journey being open to the next chapter. Mom is continuing our online store, then we had to redesign our web site which is completed which Steven Bosch helped but by being sick I had planned to complete it earlier but just couldn't happen. I am continuing my coaching, readings and planning Vision Quest for this year weather permitting. My running partner & I last year ran 5 races, this year plan to increase those by a few, started my new Vision Board that is still a work in progress, making magic now.
December 15, 2013 Nutcracker San Francisco Opera House