Moving into Spring~

What is your practice? Do you meditate, journal, exercise, do affirmations or gratitude list what is your daily commitment to the new Now? Well I was pondering this as I sat watching the Monks finish up the Sand Mandala" Manjushri"(mandala of Wisdom). Now watching Brene Brown on Super Soul Sunday this is the life that I have made. I am starting Beachbody 21 program to get off my extra pounds so I can do more. I got that call from the gal who owns a condo in Kona I had let it go thinking it wasn't going to happen I had called over 6 wks ago thinking it is a sign of not happening then vavoom. What does this mean well it means I can achieve that 1/2 marathon in Kona, wow have to keep the running up more but now that I don't have the range of credit cards after this whole building/business night mare last year how do I get the plane paid for both Mom & I? Always a push to make the changes that are on my manifesting list! I also signed up for the next online class through Brene Brown starting the end of this month. I feel the push of moving forward still feeling a bit shaken after the war zone of last year but still moving forward no matter what. That is why I was thinking of What is your practice? What if I didn't have these tools I would feel very different these practices I know is what got me here pushing forward. I counsel this but with my spiritual clients often hear yes but you don't understand I am too tired too sad too empty to do this. I do have some that I applaud that not only do their practice but do it so enthusiastic they inspire me to do more for that I am in deep gratitude. So having still more limitations then I am happy with but knowing my drive has to be greater to achieve this run or anything the great news is I will stay in better physical, mental and spiritual shape to do so. Yesterday when I was with my coach for this diet plan she was saying various things about the program and I know didn't really understand my exercise drive thinking when I was saying I am doing a run ......actually 2 half marathons one in the Giant Redwoods then one in Kona plus last year doing 5 runs, yes I am slower then I would like but still striving to get faster and better. If you had asked me at this age would I do this at this age I would have been so perplexed thinking it would be a time of relaxing but it is not the case. When taking dinner up to the lama's we had this wonderful conversation about Wisdom this very subject on being an elder having so much to push to do, he said," We have the wisdom have much more to do during these times this is our job, our assignment we signed up for!" Still working on the emptiness being cautious of how much I do just in waiting for more messages!