Tessa's Halloween with us after lodge!

Nov.11,2010

This autumn has been spectacular with the color change. Last year the leaves fell off the trees after a heavy rain, this year they are hanging on in their beauty and color. The reminder that we are letting go at a slow rate, not to say it is a light process. Actually this year is a bigger process of letting go of those people and drama's that do not work towards the light of the I am presence our mission in this life. Life I say to clients/friends I thought I would be younger but these times is my contract to what ever is necessary to raise not only my vibration but my strength with running, cutting wood what ever it takes for the next step. So that comes to 11:11 I started my first date with it in 1991 at Stoney Brook Lodge a meditation with Sally Moon, since then I have done so many ceremony's including a pipe ceremony when my house closed in 1996 on that date so here we are. Yesterday there was a huge meditation that is continuing for 11 days to hold the light vibration. It is absolutely essential to bless your homes with light, violet flame, incense, sage as well as your business to keep the vibratory rate high. Also getting back to the physical people are showing their true colors, which is often a surprise plus mean spirited. Just remember it is a natural cleaning out process to draw those energetic people that are your team for this huge change it is historic for healer/avatars/teachers none can be compared in this time frame. So my suggestion is to keep positive no matter what, exercise, meditate, and laugh a lot. Don't take this stupid, mean, political behavior too seriously we have bigger fish to fry and we are. Yesterday a group of very cool young people threw the door open to our store saying Happy 11:11, enlightened being with such an awesome attitude, another woman from Australia to be here for the 11:11, some guys from Grass Valley who paint, really confirmation of our roll in our store such a beautiful day. I am grateful for these beings that visit us and spend their money with joy. I know in my heart of hearts this is why we have spent so much energy, money and time, now all we need is our next step to consolidate our finances that made it possible for us to stay open in the most drastic of situations knowing we were to do whatever it takes to continue to be here. We have achieved that with honor, oh yes there are some who say nasty negative things but that is the dark that is always around, so I pray for them. I want to thank all of those good souls who have supported us by coming in and checking how we are doing thanking us as they leave for being here. I also want to thank those spirits that beckon people from highway 5 or from our building calling people to enter they do not go unnoticed with deep gratitude in honoring the unseen forces.

Snow is on the Mountain!

Today feels like the weather is upon us...with the Full Moon in Aries Oct.22 we had a storm blow in, planned was having a drumming at our store, but due to potential weather and me doing a home project it didn't happen. We plan to have a drumming in Jan. at the Black Bear Gallery having Walking Eagle bring his pow wow drum sing songs for the winter. It is something he and I started in the early 90's just recently doing it again. We are all looking forward to the manifestations that are being present in 2011. I see Wayne Dyer & Gregg Braden mentioning the changes how our mind is the one to create the new NOW! I remember being at Jeckle Island with Gregg, Drunvalo, Tom Kenyon, Ken Page, Bob Stevens and Jo-Anne Cornish it seems like a life time ago around 1996....so much has changed and yet we are still addressing similar issues creating the Creation which of course Hicks has really focused on along with Patricia Robles reminding us of this special time that we said we would do. Now is the conquering of our thoughts and creating the world that is in the 5 dimension. I am happy to hear all this encouragement, no dooms day....Seeing the beauty of this picturing knowing we are all in the perfect place no matter how it feels. I know it takes courage and humility to move beyond this current status qua, but I can guaranty it is worth it. We said we would be part of this change and we are. This coming weekend I will be down in Los Altos pouring water at Paul Rubio's lodge along with Daniel Foor for our closing meeting of our Wilderness Quest of 2010. It is an honor for him to have us do this I appreciate it.

After Quest-Fall into Autumn

The beauty of being in the woods co-facilitating with Daniel Foor was once again a great success. It took energy from having to re-schedule due to 4 ft. of snow for June 21 which created a back lash of cancellations for one reason or another. We along with our registrar Stacey worked at keeping the energy fresh. I want to thank Paul Rubio for opening his lodge in Los Gatos for our group for our 4 th year. I had to go down with my 2 friends to clear the area at Methodist Camp we use with tobacco and chain saws it created a gateway of sorts with this huge tree that was across the water way. It made is so beautiful looking from the water, through the fire to the lodge a powerful site. As we move into the leaves falling away our group worked on that plus creating more of the authentic self for these Now times. It has been a powerful time for me as well. I re-connected with an old boyfriend teaching me to be open, follow the energy once again without expectations. I am finding most are getting out there being more visible for our life work, spiritually grounded, present and psychologically fit. Oh yes I have to mention that I am often telling clients, quester's whom ever the necessity for meditation is huge, plus being physically more fit. I ended up doing part of the Tin Man here in Dunsmuir. My daughter-in law Jaime only wanted to do the swim, bike asked me to do the run. It was a great family event before our Quest. I took our family down to say prayers at the camp before our group arrived after Tin Man including my grand-daughter Tessa who is 15 months. Getting back to the Methodist Camp was completely welcoming even though they were doing a bit of construction hurrying to complete before the weather changes in the mountains. It was a spectacular 4 th year, lodges were amazing, our cook was Kim who kept food out and prepared great meals. (Good mama in the kitchen) I want to thank all of you who with us in spirit saying prays keeping that focus. Our next one will be Aug. 7-14 2011 amazing.

By the Fire on the Full Moon

As I sat by the fire on Sunday July 25 all these wonderous thoughts floated through my mind. I took a picture of the wood pile to show the amount of effort it takes to bring this type of ceremony together. We started Saturday covering the lodge with blankets removing the rocks from the pit adding new rocks. We were going to have help but as the time moved on Mom and I plugged on; having colorfull blankets first then others then heavy tarps plus my lodge it high so to achieve coverage I use a tall walking stick that seems to work just fine. Then preparing the fire to be ready in the morning all is needed is to light it. I was very happy with my wood, some that we had cut with my chain saw myself, plus my helper brought some, plus friends provided some from their homes. So starting the fire at 5:45 am........it has been a couple of weeks since my last post. I am still looking for my camera that is some where in never never land. It was an awesome day and lodge, knowing it was going to hot by noon we started right at 8 with four women each representing each direction, Mother's and daugthers. In the last round we prayed for the state of California prayers for Jerry Brown being our next governor, also for our town's financial growth while protecting our beautiful invironment. We prayed for our towns officals, police and fire department those who take care of our town.
Yesterday I went to Sand Flat to help build a lodge with my 2 guys David and Michael, for the First Sobriety Hoopa Sweat Lodge. It was so beautiful in the early hours of the morning, digging for the wholes for the willows, digging the fire pit...gosh how many times have I been the only woman doing such things. People miss out by not showing up it is so fun like when you were kids building the fort we are doing with it with all natural elements earth, water, fire and air in this breath taking place. I went over to my friends at Tara Refuge this am to pick fresh lavender for the lodge, they have a temple, 2 Stupa's and lavender plants every where with huge statues of Quan Yin & Buddha what a life. I am here in the store waiting for our first lodge, it is a beautiful day. Today also is the huge presentation of the I Am plays that people come from all over the world to participate in or watch. The streets are a bit quiet in respect and readiness for all the happenings this weekend, which isn't great for our business. I have written to Mother Meera about all this she is available all you have to do is write for prayers and she will focus on what you have written. I sent pictures of myself, Mom and my kids their gals and my grand-daughter Tessa so she has a visual of who she is praying for and a picture of our store too. In these earth changes times and rising vibratory rate so much is changing we need all the prayers we can get. Last weekend I was driving back here after our Wilderness Quest meeting I was listening to KQED radio there was this story of a new C.D coming out from the Georgian Chant of the Sister's of Avignon France. They played a bit, these Sister's are cloistered from the public but gave in to this production because their voices represent prayers going out for the world. I am looking forward to buying this when it comes out in Nov. I have used chants like this to clear spaces raise the vibratory rate or clear negativity that might be caused from some dark energy. Please focus on me finding my camera!

So now What is Next? No more Rahu!

Here we are after the Eclipses ready for the Grand Cross
not knowing how this will effect each of us. I am just coming
out of Rahu that hast lasted 18 yrs it will be out in August.
For those of you who don't know Rahu who is the planet that
makes everything a challenge. I can say since I have been in it
since 1992 when one of my relationships started that too was doomed, finances the flow was perplexing issue, and things that were some what innocent would be taken the wrong way. I was advice a few years ago when I still had 4+yrs to go that I should meditate and fast doing practise to combat this? I don't think I was a success at that? Here is a picture of our Skype as we attempt to chat with my grand-daughter Tessa and see her as she grows. This is part of our store with gifts, vitamins, tinctures, books, tarot cards.....angels you can see a bit in the back round! It has been a wild ride ride for sure. The weather in the mountains this year has been one of the longest winters(springs) it is now 94 degrees with a beautiful breeze. I thought I would add this picture to show our natural progression of our store. Many know we were challenged in the beginning since I hadn't know much about the store I definitely was in a learning curve, then add crazy Rahu........I thought oh my Goddess what Karma did I create then I came to my senses realizing that I live in a swamp area it actually has nothing to do with Karma just water levels. So some times life just is, no big deep reason we are having the real deal human experience even here in Mt Shasta. What most don't know as we develop we are called to do our own psychological work then we can play in the big field of human. See even in this picture I am concentrating way too much not just in the flow. So I have had to do many things I hadn't planned to. This week I was at my favorite Statue Factory we were talking business I was saying just that the owner chimed in saying for the last 2 yrs it is a paramount business that only those who have small business can relate. People have had to use credit in odd ways to keep their doors open then being penalized for doing just that with credit scores. It is a sad day that even in busy places so many are called in ways they hadn't imagined years ago. It is all in the process of turning around, plus being out of Rahu will certainly help.

Independence Day

Well here we are with half of the year done, now going into the second half........what in the world has gone on? We are raising our vibratory rate at such a degree. In the world scope there is much going on with earth changes the oil spill. Then we have these huge gatherings on the Solstice of the Indigenous Grandmother's with Jyoti, Steven organizing it with a sound system that is so advanced to handle 17,500 on the call and will continue. Then the next call with another alliance Evolutionary leaders with Deepak Chopra, Lynne Mc Taggart, and Jean Houston this is the first of many calls. So something big is happening if we can just grasp how important each of us are, we said we would do this. I am continuing to run with my partner Evelyn every other day since last year, for the aerobic energy to help digest these energy's. It is very important to meditate, work out the vibs are so powerful just sitting on the couch eating bon bon's isn't going to work. Drink water, eat natural foods with exercise will relieve the tension of what in the heck is going on. I am not a doctor this is a suggestion and what works for me and my clients. Anything strenuous you need to consult with your Doctor but that too is a great idea to check where you are.
We had to postpone our Wilderness Quest there was 4 ft of snow and ice, then 15 days later it is all clear. What it taught our group that we are not in charge where Mother Nature is concerned. Then many issues came up for various people that is was good that the plan had changed other things needed to be attended to and being out in the wilderness wouldn't have worked. It is our 4 th year of completion and letting go in grief of that completion. I am always amazed at the power of the group that Daniel and I gather, it is such a blessing. I already have 2 possibilities for next year very wonderful people so if that is an indication of what 2011 will bring. It is this 2010 the intention is the key for planting then next year creating that which is our destiny. Some one said the key is responsibility which is what we are having to live out. I see these spiritual people who have all this insight but lack the grounded earth stuff of following through.
So make this 4th that part of you souls independence during the Grand Cross eclipses, make the best of it all. Another huge thing is don't keep your mind in that maze of thinking negative or what if or dooms day when those thoughts start just stop. Fill you body with light or rainbow color just don't give your mind free rain of those thoughts it like to control but you are in charge don't forget. I also find if I work in my beautiful garden pulling out weeds do clean out I am doing on the inner as well plus my garden looks great or clean out a closet anything you can do to occupy your mind.