Opening our Hearts to the New NOW!!

We are moving in a Grand Way it is our time, a beautiful movement to the change. We are dancing into the new year finally from the Full Moon in December till the almost Full Moon in February our journey into ourselves was huge. Those who needed to dive deeper seemed to be the ones who got that virus going around to lay and watch our thoughts & mind play tricks. Once up cleaning out our lives, moving in different way. We have the election looming in the fore front with our first woman and black man, one promising changing, another with history also promising solutions for that change. I keep hearing the trick for Democrats,
that would be something first woman and black man with focus, power, and drive. Some say that won't happen but wouldn't that be grand, getting the best of both, which seems like an easy way rather then the competition that is going on state to state. When Obama is in front yipeeeeee, then they trash Hilary, then she is in front they do another thing......why can't we just get the best for our change. It is the time for those wonders to happen. It will be an interesting change of the guards once the time is closer to the real election, by then all sorts of dirt has been thrown. Obama said he and Hilary are friends and will remain so, I wish everyone heard that. We are heading into the Full Moon/Eclipse of major change on the 20th we have had mercury playing havoc. Myself it really has been in my check book since 1/31 I have lost $800 from my checking account I have talked to everyone in card services, supervisors, a manager, finally a gal at the bank on 2-11 worked it took 4 people from card services finally one said she would take care of it. However it hasn't happened yet, I have easily spend 8 hrs on it but still no $800, it is really incredible when things like this happen, the bank can't do anything till card service. So I reported the challenge to the main person in SF, I did a survey today for our business account, I explained when handling my personal it is taking away time from my business, she put me in recording while still answering my business rating from 1-10, wild mercury. I am hoping it stops soon, plus I need that money. Do you know many people that at this time doesn't need that $800, which I have explained to at least 10 people on the phone, wheewwww mercury UNCLE! And yet other things are going great, I got my taxes done, did my re-fi, got my shopping carts started all by Valentine's I feel very positive about that with our hearts opening to a new reality, a new venerability, a new commitment to living life with joy and fun. In my groups I am so proud to be part of them so many are diving deep realizing the choices or the trauma's that have made them who they are . Healing themselves ready to move to a more dynamic time. It doesn't even matter what the new is, we know the year of the rat brings promise. We just need to keep keeping on stay out of those mind fields of fear and negative thoughts, keep our focus so we can create that special time NOW. Today Buddhist monks friends of the Dali Lama from Tibet are here in town making a Sand Mandala for the Medicine Buddha it is so beautiful of a process, started on Valentine's opening of our hearts for healing from Mt Shasta. It is healing all those aspects of ourselves that are in need of clearing, moving to our time our life no matter what our age it is time for the tides to turn, being we are the ones that they spoke about. We are here together ready to pray, chant, dance, sing, sweat, and do whatever our role is to bring change here on our planet Earth. We are here to take up our commission our contract to do our part. AHO!

February Wow.......Dive Deep

So we made it through the beginning of the year where are we NOW? Gosh I keep hearing the clearing our clutter, from our space, mind and relationship's, we are moving very deep. I think it is important to reward those changes, we have waited many life times to address many of these issues. We finally feel awake, being much more present to our destiny. We are modivated to be the best driving the boat to new awareness. No longer having those deep seeded core issues running our lives, and not knowing it. We have begun a huge process of this life, we cannot hide we are completely present. No matter how uncomfortable it may feel raising the vibratory rate which is uncomfortable to say the least. We are in uncharted areas of new awakening, it is our time. Meaning if you are reading this you are one of those souls that said you would do this. There are plenty of people that are not in this energy, it is us that are holding that high vibratory rate for the planet. In this life there are no accidents we are here for a divine purpose, we have contracted to do this which is our responsiblity to humanity. It is a great time to be here, an awakening never felt before. I read astrology to see or feel the next steps for each of us, it is the mystery of life unfolding in ways that blows our minds. We have an election, we have awareness around global warming, we have the world economic developements, with the spiritual all this can be handled in a powerful way in a divine way, it is only a thought away. We must focus on peace, light, beauty, knowing the ancestors/guides/angels are moving in dramatic ways in our lives. WE know we are doing what we need to do. We know the emotional challenges are clearing the way for the Great Awakening that we are NOW part of the great puzzle called LIFE. Once again if we are in eachothers lives there are no mistakes to the dance we are doing, lets keep it going with Great expectation it is all good. Thanks for being here!

January 2008

Wow weee we are definitely into this year with only 15 days it is a new time, meeting those challenges with great expectation, not holding back. Things have been definitely moving in a powerful way, using our voice being clear on our intention as to what it is we want. We can no longer hide our empowerment, we have to stand up to be totally authentic with who we are. It is our time. The financial is really on the paramount time we have in this election. Watching the news with all the dooms day news isn't helping our general economy, rather like the Secret speaking what on terror creates the whole thing putting the energy in what we don't want rather then what we want to achieve. It is time to focus on the Grand new NOW speaking our truth, not hiding in anyway. However sometimes listening is the most powerful thing we can do, the dance is to know the difference, when to speak when to listen. With trauma sometimes we feel we must suffer in ourselves keeping it our secret, only to find it follows us around in a base way. So those times are over, we don't want to stay in the past but until we identify the trauma we don't have access to the healing. We must stop saying it doesn't matter, experience it then we can let it go. Our society says don't do that it is your suffering you become more spiritual more evolved if you have bunches of that.......NOT it is our time to jump over say it happened I choose different in the new NOW! Having a great sense of humor helps laugh the nonsense away. Understanding what strange people we are. We have been told life is hard, we have believed that so we keep recreating those challenging positions to make is so. So with the information that is available, from Wayne Dyer, Deepak, Ester Hicks, The Secret, we have new to most of us info. It is so simple to keep moving in a positive way, using our own practises what ever that is. Conquering the mind is a challenge at first but once you get the hang of it it gets easier and easier. When I went to see Amma a few years ago she said, "Don't Worry, don't worry, " I am only now understanding that. I was so programmed to worry, first being a single parent, a built in line of worry, then opening a business, which wasn't a problem before, but having confirmation from unexpected source saying I would fail, played into my worry.........always thinking they knew something I didn't. I now realize that isn't true at all, we are where we are suppose to be with much guidance and support. Being part of the Mt Shasta spiritual community is where we belong. Starting in 1978 putting prayers down each time coming up to my final move 1998, once my boys were raised. Already being part of the greater community, then having Mt Shasta Herb & Health, a great gratitude for the power greater then us. The beginning of our ownership we were both in awe as to how this all happened. We use to meditate downstairs for 3 yrs. a Buddhist meditation, I would have visions of Amma coming in blessing the group. I didn't give it much thought till after we owned the store, she hugging us, knowing there is a great force at action. It is still really amazing to me, starting our 5 yr. with good intentions for our beautiful Gratitude towards the divine that is part of our every breathe. Many changes have occurred forcing us to do what we need to do, no laying down, how can we teach if we are not willing to do our own work? It is time for all of us, to create that NOW!

New Moon for the New Year

Hey have we been having fun? I think this time from the Full Moon till Now has definitely had its challenges. We are faced with making choices, not to accept anything that is based in the negative or dark energy. We are making grand decisions to live a more productive, powerful, and dynamic life. It is the time to move forward with great determination to create that life we want. It is also the time of unraveling some of our previous choices, to really look at that with a depth that we didn't have available till now. It is a time of moving forward to it is our time, we finally after many life times are a the place we have contracted to be here. We are the movers and shakers that are talked about in the predictions of the New Age. However we really didn't think it would be quite like this. We some how thought we would be sitting about meditating, wearing great clothes, dancing with flowers in our hair. It is NOW a time of rolling up our pant legs, getting in the trenches, much like Amma did during the Tsunami, you would see her in water helping, carrying wood what ever it took to get to the next place. We are now in that also, here in Mt Shasta we have had storms that kept us inward whether we wanted to be or not. I canceled my trip to the bay area, the first time since owning my house. It was such a huge decision, knowing that mother earth was nagging me with my own journey. Going with the flow is such a huge challenge, knowing it is the only way. I learned many things by sitting, some rather difficult, not the warm and fuzzy's one would think. It is a time to state a clearer ground more earth bound financial security. It hit me between the eyes the necessity of cleaning up anything that isn't as clear as our intentions. Clarity is the time we are living in, with clear intentions, anything is possible. It has been an intense beginning of the year, lightening up as we go. We definitely have the support of the universe, and light. We just focus on the flow and keeping it easy while remaining awake to our intentions. It is going to be a great year accomplishing much!
I just read Jonathan Cainer horoscope for the beginning of this year he says it is a roller coaster, do what is most obvious. Ok will do.....we are on the ride!

Shaman

Oh my Goddess.........here we are in the new NOW with all the goodness and challenges that are upon us. We have risen to new heights however out of the birth channel it feels really odd. It doesn't feel like things have changed, but in our heart of hearts we know it will never be the same. And what in the hell does that mean, it is up for grabs? The clarity of this year is we have to move on, keep keeping on......with more determination more grounded earth energy more clarity, basically showing up. Once the spring starts sprouting we will have a better idea of our role in 2008. It is all very exciting but we have to keep our health and energy up. We once again are in a the deep process of the Winter Solstice, still inside not ready to venture out. When people move to Mt Shasta there is always this excitement, but going through the first winter, diving deeper then expected. It is always a process that involves not only ourselves but the great world energy. I remember with the Tsunami the range of grief that was available after so many souls had Exodus. Now we have had this beautiful woman assassinated, we as women on diving deep in our souls understanding her death is not in vain but understand the dark force corrupt are at work. Understanding we must be counted. It is such an important to time to be Visible in all ways we no longer have the luxury of hiding out. It is our time to stand up and say I am here in the Now! Yes in this process some relationships will change, be completed so the New now can create those alliance that perpetuates our great growth and spirituality. We are upon Holy ground, we are the Holy ones that was spoken of long ago. There are no accidents and to our tribe our group, we said we would do this. The other relationships are just falling away the way they are suppose to letting go in such big ways.Then there are other relationships that are coming in once again to continue the depth that they are longing for. For me personally these last few years have been a challenge like no other. I have been effected in such grand ways. It started in 1992 or so, faced with all sorts of lessons. It was during this Full Moon in December, when I took a fall outside the store. I flew up bouncing on the ground on my butt not seeing it coming. I went to the chiro but continued to have head aches, so then I was able to have a viewing of this time. I realized I needed a clarity on my passage into the new NOW. In the time of 1992 I had been studying with Native American philosophy's, with several different teachers. I entered into a relationship that started as a fling but then he moved to California. As I look back it was an oddity from the very beginning, but also a great blessing for many reasons. One being a greater understanding of addictions, my boys worked with him in our business which help the boys be men working in construction. There so many difficult times, being in the center of a cyclone much of the time, only now understanding some of the past life trauma's which only since having store has given me the clarity. When this started my mom and I had a beautiful beauty salon in Burlingame, looking back at such a different life. I really appreciate the beauty of the surrounding that we created then when that came to a close we went to Findhorn in 1996. It was a great completion, I also bought my house in Mt Shasta. We spent Xmas in Mt Shasta, after starting this romance with the mountain in 1978. It wasn't till 1998 that I moved permanently to my mountain, after my boys were raised. I had done a Vision Quest on my 50 moving into a more spiritual life, not really understanding what that really meant. My mom was my supporter, she had brought me into this planet called Earth and now into my later years. Well the journey has been a wild ride. So we are part of this great collective new NOW. With my fall I have given much thought to the time line that some of us made unconscious choices which only now we are understanding, now making new contracts to make the necessary changes being awake. Wow weee!

New Years 2008

Well Well...........so how is it hanging? What are your completions for the end of 2007? What is your focus for the coming year? The completion of great things. Last night is our Artist Way group it is evident that we are now being more Visible no more hiding playing it safe, being perfect, of course that is unachievable.....plus pretty boring, we want to dance, sing, play, have great sex, and of course be more spiritual than in the past. We are definitely phoenix rising from our ashes of our pasts, being past lives, or just our past in this life, sometimes feeling who was that masked person. We are NOW being authentic sometimes not even knowing what that is or what it will be in the future. The real trick is being present with all this changes but still doing our intimate work together. Did I say together? Yes it is absolutely necessary for our group consciousness to work in groups so we get the support plus test the waters of our true self .......Rising as the vibration rises on this planet we can do it together it is getting so much easier. We have also been understanding our addictions to suffering, doing it right, drama a range of things that don't involve substances just our own mind that tends to drive us into unhealthy criticism and compulsions that don't serve us or the greater spiritual good. Our time is to move beyond our addictions to understand freedom is a thought away. We have been hexed with all sorts of trauma drama's not understanding we are the warriors to make changes realizing first in our mind, not allowing the negative thought process that has become such a pattern for humanity. It is our greatest challenge plus reaps the greatest rewards.

Full Moon for Xmas/ Winter Solstice

Here I am after not being able to access my blog so I started a new account it has been wild. I enjoy writing so the time I have spent trying to figure out how to correct this I could have written a small novel. The computer is amazing but if we end up having problems geese louise days later. So what is up with the Universe? Well the story seems to be the last year wasn't as challenging as the year before, but that is not to say there wasn't stuff with the energy as we rise those things change some of what we don't expect and challeneges beyond our understanding. I ended up taking a fall on the ice, went home did the stuff that we carry from the store, so the butt wasn't as bad it would have been but then I realized my neck was out, no meds would even touch it. I had to lay down every time it really took hold, viewing my life once again, ugh! Now I have gone to the Chiro it is Xmas Eve and I have come full circle knowing some of the pit falls of being a single woman. I viewed the last 10 years from my viewing picture, I know this Winter Solstice has been about that where we have been with a clarity that hasn't happened before, not a walk in the park. I feel more confident there are no accidents with all of us circling in each others lives, it is really awesome. I do feel as we view those past trauma's we have a clarity that hasn't been available in this life time. We no longer have to be with our head in the clouds or blindly doing life, we have choices available that is part of the new NOW! We have a clarity to make monumental changes in our letting go of suffering, making choices towards our JOY, Health, and Prosperity. Having my blog down wanting to share the process I couldn't have done it any sooner, again there are no accidents. We each have the availability to make new different choices, I feel we will do so in a collective group energy. It is absolutely necessary to have those to share our patterns, past trauma's and to create a closer unity of intimacy sharing our successes! We no longer have to go down that dark lonely road hiding our pain, we can tell our story and move on with love and support. I am thrilled to be part of the journey, and you are! Thanks for your greatness, let it shine, Shine, Shine.....Blessing for Xmas and 2008 NOW!!!!
I just found Sierra Bender's comment from 2007, like I said I was unable to get into my old blog no matter what I did.....I am not using your matieral at all and wouldn't it is your trade mark, I apologize for the inconvenience. I would fix it but I don't know how no matter what I do......I know you and would not infringe your trade mark. Linda Held