Goddess's Shaman

Blue Moon of 2009, Winter Solstice, New Moon

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 22:57:00 +0000

Here we are in the closing of the year, what is up for you? Is there unfinished business surfacing. A Healer friend talked today about how we are finally in that sacred body aligning many old life's into the New. That is partly why this close is so threatening with challenges. We have had our own, I am still writing you name it Congress, the President, Walley Herger (even called his office about this credit dilemma the guy there said just sell something, what an idiot has he seen the market.....not so easy, plus that isn't the best solution) It for us is a time of aligning our shadow fear focusing not on reality but the magic that is just before us. Mom has gone through first the flu and now another, partly emotional due to see things in reality coming out of a long denial. I am still working out running when I can with this weather, doing Zumba, did a 6 mile race for Thanksgiving. I keep telling my clients the importance of now with our physical body's to reeve it up with exercise to combat the higher vibratory rate that is moving through us. Being the time to get into better alignment getting out of denial acceptance and moving on. It is very important not to maintain negativity no matter what is dished out, once you know who or what it is let go let God and move to a higher place. I feel very fortunate that there is information about such things so available where even in the 90's we still had a bit of that Pollyanna approach of process till you fell into exhaustion, now we get the information do what is necessary and move beyond the drama. So I honor you and thank you for being on my blog reading my words focusing in 2010 to be more out there to have our current credit challenges taken care of so we have more time to focus on the business and doing more out there work. It will be a great awakening to ourselves and other in 2010. Peace, Love, and Wishing you JOY for the Holiday's and New Year! A HO!

Current Energy

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 11:44:00 +0000

We are all in the tale spin of the washing machine called life. It is an interesting time of self moving. We have interesting people coming in our store. A wonderful fellow from England sharing his knowledge with us. I made some flower essence for him our completion of roses which was great with sweet intentions for him and his friend. Life can be so easy and uplifting, then it can be so challenging in the same time. When life goes smoothly it makes it easy to enjoy but when we feel like we are swimming up stream that is another story. In 1992 in Vedic Astrology I entered Rahu which lasts for 18 yrs which is coming out in 2010, what I got it means is each step has that pull of what is going on. I started a relationship which lasted 6 yrs., it definitely has it's challenges. We gave up a business, but when to Findhorn a plus. Each has shown more of who I am what I am able to rise above, even in the spiritual challenges. Then bought this building that had it's challenges and now with the current banking there would be no way we could get a loan but we did. We ended up having some construction that we hadn't the finances for but we did it. Moving each step of the way, then we were able to re-fi with a great guy from Wells Fargo Michael Rivera.......then our renter left just as the market was clear down from the banks last year. We are still here hanging on so Rahu has taken it's course with me. I have glimmers of an easier way coming and I believe that too. I love the Hick's Ester claims it well worth keeping in the Vision, Go-Gratitude is another absolutely positive move to stay in. I love the clients I have I just need more, when people travel through I do reading suggesting phone sessions at a reduced rate, partly it is once we have that connection it is great to continue maybe once or twice a month. The people I do that with is amazing results for them, well worth the time and money. I see more of that happening but in the mean time the sooner thing shift the better for our store and our lives. Mom is at an age where she shouldn't have these challenges she is in our store to give her wisdom and insight. We have an Amma altar envisioning in us being in a flow of ease, so when we see her tomorrow at Devi Baba we are praying once again about that shift. When we had the construction and financial burden of it all she would say NO Worry.......No Worry, that would ring in our ears. Each step of the way she has been in our energy, now we need that last shift for our beautiful store and clients.....Life with ease and beauty to do our work. For Mom to be able to enjoy this time. I write about so many things, mantra's, women's groups, (my group has been going for 3yrs which everyone is fabulous) We had a few have wild deals that took our group to another level of partly confusion then more insight. I don't think that most realize the level of commitment and intimacy that really happens, if they did they would realize the importance of integrity that they owe to me and the group. When people miss behave or just drop off, there is a time of churning that goes on. I feel that we are women envisioning and dreaming in such a deep way that when that isn't respected it is such a shame. Our groups are confidential but also such wonderful deep work the mutual respect for the work is a must. I really love being there holding the energy for great things, it is some of my best work. People also are beginning to realize that phone work is so deep. I remember many years ago when I started doing that it wasn't popular, now things have changed. It can be really positive, conference calls are great for groups, so much can be done while you are sitting in what ever space, your car, at home, in the woods etc. So easy to do this work. I am up in the middle of night not sleeping pondering this all, so look forward to my writing on some of my adventures, when my book comes out about my first teachers, native American successes and challenges, what is really is about the Red Road, the Great White Brotherhood some of my first encounters, Crystal healer....the non reality that is as real as anything. Magic that can be created even in Rahu. Rahu made me become more determined in so many things including exercise, work ethics, being that nature women not really thinking anything was impossible endure no matter what. I got that card from the Wisdom Deck of the Crones which i found myself a bit resistance, because I feel like I have Endured....so why do I have to get a card, but there was this woman drinking tea with a toning bowl behind her with Mt Shasta in it which looks like me. My first journey to Mt Shasta in 78 connecting with an Avatar continuing my journey with our store. Then for my before turning 60 I Native American Church meeting praying in Gratitude about my life the firer keeper Corey gave me a bowl like that for my healing work, which blew me away any I use. So I am looking forward to a more
positive 2010. I feel we are ending the year with more insight and need to envision the good things even when we are challenged with our current situations. This week I spend an enormous time with banking,even wrote a letter to Congress about how terrible it is for small business, a part of Rahu I can't ignore. Credit Cards limits lowered when there are no late payments to such low deals just above by such a small amount of what is owed. I talk to people hanging on but having no way to proceed when there are in the red, no lending no matter what equity........plus a certain arrogance around it. Then there are some kind souls who understand but their hands are tied, even non-profit don't want to touch you unless you want to hire new employees now that would be great however when you can't pay yourself how in the world can you take a grant to get employees when what business's need is relief around consolidating existing debt at lower interest so we can get fluid. Yes being positive marketing moving in more advertising what ever it takes is great, but these other things are so time consuming to the small business, I am glad Mom can handle the store while I am doing this........damn Rahu.

Our Car Story

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 20:55:00 +0000

My old Buick was my first car at 16, it got me & my high school friends to the beach, driving various places then the rear end went out.
My new car was a Gem I was so shocked Andy who was to become my step dad sprung for the first Mustang 1964 red with a white convertible top, I liked him better.
My new car my Mom & Andy sold they gave me her T Bird most would be thrilled but I missed my Mustang. She got a better car.
My new used T Bird I traded in for 1966 Austin Heally with payments, I was working now.
My first family car was a Honda Accord my crazy husband thought it made sense, he was right.
My Heally the husband took the fuel pump out stored it under the bushes, when I left him I took my car.
My navy blue jeep was great for Siskiyou County going to the Marble Mountains, it loved the wilderness.
My new White Camero 1991 I took my son's with me car shopping the fellow flirted with me and them. Yes I bought my muscle car my son's were thrilled but my payments were high.
My son Zac bought a used El Camino he loved working on it with all new stuff, then sold it.
My son Zac got a better car a Camero he then takes it to College it gets stolen, he is heart sick. The insurance does well with him, he gets a better 1967 Camero blue electric.
My son Josh is in Washougal calls about a Chevelle it has been owned by just the seller. He fixes it up with air plane fuel everything is chrome big muscle car. It sets of car alarms when he drives by.
My son Josh's senior project is a streamliner for college engineering he designs each piece he will race in 2010, after getting side tracked with a Formula Car he sells. He is down at the Salt Flat the car he is on the crew breaks the world record.
http://www.wired.com/autopia/2009/10/spectre-infidel/

http://www.topgear.com/uk/car-news/land-speed-record-infidel-2009-10-13

My son Zac now has a wife , new baby Tessa buys a Mazda from the lot with leather uphosltery. He is so proud of all of it.
My Heally has seen better days Star known as Steve took pieces a part but doesn't put it together again, so till my son's or some one puts Humpty Dumpty together again it sits. Still my old friend!

Fall the Leaves are Just Turning

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 22:40:00 +0000

I can't believe I haven't written so much has changed in the Universe, with the beginning of the Summer Solstice going through the summer of Eciplses which were huge. In fact one on 9-9-09 was suppose to be one that hasn't occurred for any of us in this life time. There was a group who spent the night on the mountain singing drumming playing instruments then came by our store to check in telling the tales of how great it was, plus they got snowed on you could feel the energy that was very powerful. This group then went to Stewart Springs continuing the process. The following weekend on the 15 th was very powerful I can't remember a time as wonderful since the Harmonic Convergence in 1987. We also went to a memorial for Uncle Kenny we offered our pink roses for the ceremony it was at the Community Center for the whole weekend. Listening to the stories of how this Uncle touched so many peoples life was truly a gift. He met with Yogananda on the beach having him in the physical teach him about meditation. This has been the summer now we are into the fall with early cold weather feeling that life will never be the same. It is a new day. Mom and I have been going to Kirtan with Sadav it is wonderful on Wednesday nights which has helped our store (also having it play through the business day, we are selling the current CD that was made on 9-9-09) We also got a renter that is such a relief, we had to be in Gratitude for the showing up in a different type of business then expected that was also a new experience. I am taking a writing class up at Yreka which is awesome, it is one step beyond Artist Way stream of conciousness writing she has a great way of doing our 10 min or 20 min stream, very fun, very exposing.....whewww weeee so here I go to write that memiors. So between my running with my partner 4+ miles since May now writing. I feel it is an important to time to move forward with positive affirmations or thought stop that negative nonsense. Listen to CD's or web sites that support this Abraham's, Wayne Dyer, just move out of suffering no matter what is going on. We can all say ain't it aweful so what does that do? Give us more of the same, stop that old story, creat a fun new story raise your vibration......oh I know we are so use to OUR story it is huge to let it go. We are in a New NOW this summer showed us big time so think positive thoughts it doesn't have to be reality dream big talk about it creat it......yes Yes we can!

Wilderness Quest/June

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 17:04:00 +0000

We made it! It was a great Quest however June energetically was definitely a challenge, each person who called or asked keep feeling that churning of things not coming together. I told various people my feeling were things would not get going till after the Eclipse and Full Moon of July 7. So our gathering this year was wonderful full participation with ease, building the lodge, our Quester's going out early Wednesday morning, the camp cooks rocked ......a very sweet energy. Shannon is pregnant with her 3 rd child bringing her other 2 children Brady and Taylor added the family sweetness. We have many who would love to have a family then being blessed with such a sweetness was a big plus. Patrina and Shannon took care of everything that mommy's do, the kitchen is such an important nurturing place needing that type of energy to create the foundation for our group. Daniel and I had a wonderful flow each doing what is necessary to make it a safe and nurturing experience for all. The lodges were wonderful we had so much help this year from everyone carrying rocks, wood, blankets, tarps what ever was necessary we had helping hands with good attitudes. We decided to stay at the camp after the Quester's came in which was great we had music great conversation's and re-entry with ease. Sunday we did a fabulous closing circle then broke down the lodge also with ease. All of us go to the Goat for our fixes of food which is also great. Then Mom came in the store to open for our group they were more the generous for our store. She prepares the ceremonial food, comes to the lodge, she was amazing running lodge telling her story now every one's mantra is "and that ok too, " So she is happy to have the group come in to check them out after such a process of our Wilderness Quest. I also want to thank Jenn for getting a moon lodge together for the women this year it was beautiful and very powerful for our women to be honored for the power during their moon time.
We are really excited for our coming 4th year. Several years ago when I took a group to when we came out of Gun Boot Lake I was asked about Princess Diana and Mother Theresa who passed as we were gone. That was huge the amount of sorrow and loss that was experienced world wide. Then this year Michael Jackson was so fascinating the implications one of our themes this year was any range of addiction to see how when we are pre-occupied we are unable to stay in our hearts and really focus on our own authenticity. It could range from substance, people, food, adventure, business, debt or anything. It is also helpful for people to realize prescription drugs how dangerous they are. I feel we are only beginning to comprehend the magnitude of his passing. It has been the events like 911 or the Tsunami or Katrina to begin to interpret the significance that it has world wide, plus our current economic challenges. So being in the wilderness was such a gift with such divine beings to check out of the current climate of the world to once again be in nature, drink pure water, smell and feel the green of nature, oh yes and bless the bugs which after the wettest June in 120 yrs brought a new level of respect for our bug friends. We were praying the week before for good weather the spirits answered our prays Thank YOU, it was perfect weather. We were truly blessed!

OM Amma!

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:43:00 +0000

Well after writing my last post we drove 5 hrs to see the divine Amma it was well worth it, we drove in the parking lot at 7:40 pm from Mt Shasta, they directed us to a private sweet lot with new stables being built mostly Indian parked there with children pregnant Mom's another beautiful sign of our own birthing...arriving shortly after the meditation, talk and blessings of the water. We received our token, received water then going to the temple with all the buzz a gentle soft energy. In the ride up some of the seva people were talking about how nice everyone is being we were almost driven to the door very little effort for much in the night. We had just had the Monks here from India doing the AMitabha Buddha of Light Sand Mandala also doing the White Umbrella Teaching.....then to see Amma on stage with this beautiful White Umbrella with Gold Trim in this life there are no accidents. Through the night I was aware of what gifts we have receive just by putting the effort to arrive at these blessed events. How life is inner twined with many teaching about Light and letting go of Negativity(White Umbrella Teaching) the monks explained the whole process of the Empowerment and here we are with the Divine Mother giving us such sweet powerful confirmation. Through the night there was laughter and a sweet flow of energy. I felt very alive and awake, I also felt the energy of my new baby grand daughter Tessa Lili Held the energy of blessing this old soul welcoming her to the divine. Seeing so many baby's and little children come for the blessings from Amma. We went up for our hug around 5 AM my mom taking Tessa's picture Amma giving her a big wet kiss for our baby.....as usual I am completely awe stuck in a time warp of what is really happening. What I do know I felt a focus in my prayers very direct clear communication to the Divine knowing more is possible. In the past I often would come in such sorrow or fear that Amma would say things like no worry....last time it was just feeling good for me she gave us both a blessing. This time felt like something big was achieved some big prayers and medicine were handled. When I started my spiritual journey I vowed that my spiritual would come first I vowed to follow my instructions which I have often questioning it saying are you sure I did it? or maybe I heard wrong, but knowing in my heart of hearts that is one thing I can do with some ease even if I feel completely unsure of the direction. It was when the message came to buy this building knowing that it was next to impossible and divine energy would have to help that divine energy was my son Josh signed on our building without his income this wouldn't happen, he put trust in me but I knew it was our destiny. Then we had these floods that first financially was a huge stretch putting the room together again, having to re-do the bathroom for ADA, I would ask are you sure....the answer was always the same....After putting in a french drain with not 1 but 2 sump pumps, having the whole grounds to clean up and do sod in the pouring rain. (never have done sod and no real desire to do sod) Then carrying 66 garbage cans of rock and dirt....now I was angry and saying are you sure? My hands were so sore I couldn't do massages or even do readings with such physical labor. I knew in my heart of hearts I was working through some very deep emotions and clear karma. So this night I felt that all that was behind us knowing we have done our work even with criticism with our current economic situations knowing we have done the best for 2 older women, in sales, being positive, advertising, and doing what ever it takes to achieve our goal. I was talking with our wonderful account Ann De Gray asking questions about this she was saying such positive things giving to push knowing we are doing the best. I appreciate those who have been so kind Jimmy Aquilla who was our contractor who even paid for our cement work till we could pay. We have been blessed with angels coming our way. Last year a sweet client Anne gave me a generous gift, then this year Katra moved forward with no questions asked just believing me our process. So sitting here with Amma knowing we have arrived in a special time. My dear Daniel Foor the gift of him doing his dissertation PHD how blessed I feel for the work we do together, really praying of how little we knew each other with his insight we are on our 3rd year Vision Quest. He is such a powerful teacher and a gift to the human race. When my Mom almost passed he supported me in such a kind way just checking in, for that I will always appreciate. As I sit here with Amma all of these stories are coming together one day soon writing about them with the powerful non reality I have experienced with each rising of my own Phoenix. And love I have been loved more then I care to admit it really is almost an embarrassment of how deeply I have been loved, often in those lonely moments I as a woman alone forget that just feeling my loneliness. I know that can't be taken from me I need to remember how blessed I am. When I was told in 1991 in a Vision to write 4 Blessd on my license plate I felt embarrassed but did follow directions, it has taken till these moments to only begin to understand the depth of the instruction and many others.

Hang on Tight!

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 17:28:00 +0000

Hey we are just coming through the eye of a needle know that it is our time, to enjoy letting go of addictions, all types; food, sex, love, nonfunctional, adventure, alcohol, drugs, and suffering. It is our time to enjoy this life, not let a moment go not being in Gratitude for the gift of Life. These times are shifting out all unnecessary energy raising our vibrations, moving into a New Now.......Hey I don't want to be one of those Blogs that is just PREACHING....Oh boy have I had challenges, I keep asking the questions and get the answers that may not be what I want. I wanted to re-fi but since our business shows a loss it is impossible so far to do, they just say can't help you. Then with no late fees getting lower credit card amounts some with no notice. I spend much time with Chevron Business account first they went to no paper charging a fee of $5 so I called and wrote, changed to online didn't receive on paid my bills on the second page in very small print saying that the site is EST, so a late fee. I wrote an email and called to no avail, so the next payment I paid 3 days early only to find once again Friday in the afternoon is EST another late fee, I wrote hard copy and email, also calling.......finally got a call back they would take the last 2 late off because it isn't posted well on their site. Of course calling again they said nope but would give me a discount on gas....I canceled that card, plus notified Congress of their unprofessional treatment, plus it is not on their front page of their online payment. These are the things that we who enjoy yes I said enjoy paying our bills, now can you imagine how much time I spent on this. Then to get our limits lowered on credit cards with no or little notice, with no late fees. I find each day spending too much time managing these things rather then doing my spiritual work. In the economic times making small business's have these challenges is time consuming besides with sales down all over, it takes enormous energy. I own 3 building, having good equity in them so to pull out cash to pay some debts, but unable to do so makes no sense......Now how with these limits being lowered is that going to effect our credit report mine in March was 760 + so we need to enjoy raise the vibration bless our vender's, banks, customers, and all we come in contact with it is our time even though we wonder what in the heaven is going on....We just want to have Fun, I hear that from so many sources. We want to have deeper loving relationships, live our life with passion and reality in the non reality.

What is up with this Life?

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 22:52:00 +0000

We are all wondering this, is this the enjoyment of these times? The shift of the ages.......we hear that California is running out of money, talking about not paying welfare, closing parks, now we just came through a great election.....does any of this make sense? There was a blog of some-one saying that fear and control is the aim I feel freedom in this life is the aim. We have to rise into the new NOW taking those changes, not listening to the negativity however don't put your head in the sand either. One of my teachers said it is important read what is really going on, she was highly intelligent. So today our President is making peace with other country's moving toward a better communication for the world, so how can these other things be happening? Living in Mt Shasta with the economics of the last couple years have definitely been a push, I feel the shift, but it has to happen sooner then later to our divine city. After the Monks were here they did The White Umbrella Tara for our city to remove any negativity, which I am grateful. I felt the divine energy with them being so present, we are so blessed to have them do the beautiful Sand Mandala this one was so bright and the bringer of the light, I see that for our country, state and city. The challenge is to keep keeping on, in the past has been challenges, with now the huge manifestation of it all in a universal and intimate level. People are not what they seem often great disappoints for their own illusions of not being who they pretend we often are the last to realize they are con's. We are moving or dancing as fast as we can through this thick energy attaining awakening that is often painful opening to the awareness of the reality or non reality that this life has to offer. We in the store have been very blessed the last bit with great high beings coming in blessing us, giving us insight to our destiny .........being very supportive. Losing our renter going through a particularly tough winter with sales, we have been pushed into great trust and surrender which so many merchants in our divine city have. When the Mt Shasta Women in Business was started the aim was to support business through this time, after it took off in another direction because of the leadership but originally through the Artist Way group that it was birthed it was to do an out reach program to go to business's including the Chamber, local merchants, to actually dive deeper into the city. I saw a couple of years ago the decline in tourists, in comparison those people that would come here from all over the world to rejuvenate and realign, the people who come our really a blessing to our town. We see the changes many are opting to find other jobs to new city's, many property's are for sale due to the current economic challenge, the college has limited their classes, along with many schools all over........we have to look in a different way moving into the light seeing wonderful things to come, not in an illusion.

Can YOU Feel it?

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 23:15:00 +0000

Beyond amazing the clearing and clean up that is upon us, shifting from the old way into the new. The way I am describing this is being a woman of a size 10 attempting to fit into a girdle of size 0 it is a tight squirmy fits taking it toll on pulling it up. We are sweating from the labor wondering is this what life is? I thought I would have this wonderful enjoyable experience and now here I am. A gal yesterday that was in our store was saying it would be much easier to leave but knowing that her contract was to be here hold the energy for what ever that is worth. We are changing everything on the inner to be who we really are authenticly. We had a women's lodge on Sunday a big wow very deep beautiful sweet experience. One of the gals called Monday saying she was already being hit with choices of what to say or not.....yes it is worth it but we have to do whatever we do. So our job is to be more spiritual through our challenges, moving into the Divine with more communication in clarity bringing ourselves and others up to the speed of the energy. I am expecting a divine one from my son Zachary and his wife Jaime this little one will bring a change they already have. The divine being has brought about a difficult communication just before their birth getting the entire family on the same page. We have had many challenges with our business, like so many retail especially in this area. I still feel very blessed to be here in this building with my Mom it has taught us so much about our own limitations to rise to being more. After our rental being available we have had to shift to make things happen into arena's that are not comfortable financially begging to trust and have faith. We have been pro-active with our entire lives not really knowing showing up saying YES not knowing the fall out that could occur. Yes Yes Yes.......welcoming our new baby new life in all arena's !!

New Earth Day!

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:38:00 +0000

Hey all what creates a great blog, not looming ego but the commonality that we all are experiences during these challenging times, but a new has dawned........no matter how it may feel differently. We are making head way with our current economic climate, having the faith and trust that we will survive, very important time to move with our cheer leading for ourselves and others. When in the Harmonic Convergence how could we envision our Aquarius Age being so, we thought it would be a time of communion with the Divine, we didn't know we would have such huge decisions to make. We also couldn't predict the betrayal that we have experienced in our personal or financial institutions that have almost ruined many. People often are not what they seem to be they profess being spiritually ethical but are not often costing us greatly economically or emotionally, this is the cost of being sensitive. I am often with spiritual people who are saying they should have known however the cloak of darkness is often masked so in the new age it is said to protect yourself however some of these situations there is no way to know. We need to just understand we are gathering more information of the who's who of our spiritual life moving into a more powerful time with a better understand of the laws of this spiritual life we are living.
It is very exciting all the things that are coming to the surface showing what needs to be changed, realizing we are all connected, our current administration is certainly encouraging us with more human green alternatives, peace, communication and well being among nations and people. A HO! to all of it!

Spring Time

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 23:16:00 +0000

Well we made it through another Winter Solstice, we are now seeing our flowers starting to sprout, along with the leaves just being shoots coming out. It is really amazing yesterday Go Gratitude started on the New Moon March 26 we can feel change in the air! My son and daughter in-love are expecting the end of May new beginnings for all. It really is amazing, it is time for the change to be here, no more negative economy talk. In 2 wks will be my Mom's 80th birthday on April 10 then a friend & I are doing a run. After work going to the bay area for the baby shower on that Sunday. Big time changes are here! We have been waiting for a new tenant since last year, due to circumstances beyond most of our control, we are very optimistic that it will happen. It has been a whirl wind of deep healing for all of us during this time, with the expectation of greater and better things coming. I am anxious to go deeper making better connections with positive people more intimate.
We had Wilderness Quest meeting, it is very exciting with the enthusiasm for our 3 rd year. We are in the West which is where I do my work the sacred dream birth and rebirth, healing in a profound way. I feel it will be sweet with our group people who will be in the woods with us for our 3 rd year. Looking forward to once again be in the belly of nature with such grand beings, earth beings ancestors and us along with the earth spirits Deva and fairy's. It all feel very powerful I feel blessed to again share this time with Daniel leading such a dynamic group through ceremony for a week.
On a personal note I feel deeper connections and drive in my own healing in areas I thought were done, but as we know we just relive that in a more profound way. It never ceases to amazes me there is no completion, or done but I feel for myself doing this makes me more compassionate to assist others in their own healing, more human. We are always on our own journey of spiritual opening to new awareness's.
We went to see Mother Meera that was divine in a very quiet meditative way. We were suppose to see her last year but she came to Ashland this month very sweet quiet power, that lasted for days after.

New NOW

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:10:00 +0000

We have seen the beauty of this New Inauguration with our new president Obama and Michael, watching the re-newed confidence of our country. I can't remember a couple in the White House who really looks like they love each other, that is such a powerful statement for the NOW. His first day at work he accomplished so much. Star Flower Essenes Star talked about his speech and the key words what that represents New Age, planet, moving into an integrated AGE, a generation of service....there is so much one can hardly comprehend. I claim that with this re-newed confidence the stock market along with people stop the negative spin that happened with our current Stock Market, to focus on the change that is upon us.

Higher Vibration

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 17:14:00 +0000

No matter how you feel about our current election watching the dancing in the streets all over the world something has changed. The vibratory rate is definitely asking to be more responsible on a world wide level. Each news caster is asking that we be involved in that change, do we really have a choice? Those of us who have been praying for the change for longer then we can remember we are here. It is up to us to keep the sacred as part of our every day practise! It has never been more important to meditate, pray, dance, chant, do that practise with reverence. The earth is celebrating the moment of history when we all said, "YES we can ." The new NOW has shown itself in a grand way, no-one can diminish the shaman show all over the world in the farthest places. Some-one said to me, " You must be happy about Obama, " My response is, " What I am happy about is how this has created Unity in the US and world wide. " The day of the election I was walking up my few stairs at my home in Mt Shasta the message came through loud and clear, "Everything has just changed. " Little did I realize how much, if there is anyone you need to send amends do it NOW. We can't keep keeping on with the old anger, it is time to move into that time of the sacred. I know being awake isn't a walk in the park there is much you are responsible to do within your own heart of hearts. Tell those that you love, you love them don't stop telling them often......you never know when that time comes when they will be in another reality. Many people have been experiencing grief it is a yahoo to letting go of the old pains, lives, with it comes the reality of a death of sorts, of ourselves. It is a good thing to feel those deep feelings let those tears roll, feel it in the depths of you soul, for a new day is here. On a personal level I need to make schedules of my events, which till now I was pre-occupied with our business, but the message is loud and clear to make flyers for a monthly sweat lodge, Artist Way groups, more often gatherings here in Mt Shasta. I did a reading the day of the election with a gifted soul Russy who I read for about 6 yrs ago working as a NBC news guy, it was wonderful to see him feel that connection that I knew we had and still have. When I read or do work I always wonder how they are, then when he arrived getting me caught up with his life, also respecting my work, is a big wonderful thing. I also received a beautiful email from a spiritual Minako Usui, she hoped I remembered her........how could I forget such a beautiful being. When she left my room on my purple sheets she had arranged the rose petals I used in a heart. I showed her the book I was in from Takako a famous woman who came here to write her book on her own spiritual journey. Takako blessed me with being incredibly reseptive to all the energy in the Sweat Lodge, having her crew to take pictures, recording the sounds of the fire and all that goes on in this sacred ceremony. It is time for us all to be more present more visible we have these contracts that we said we would in this NOW time. I am waiting for guidance as to how my schedule is going to be planned out. I have a feeling I will be doing a group once more in Georgia, that area is very good to me. I know the time is to keep moving, rising to the occassion. I am only to happy that mom with the gifts of the angels was able to stay and do her work more profoundly here at the store. What I have noticed she is definitely dancing with a more in depth spiritual connection with people, there is a feeling of genuine appreciation from the public on an intuitive level that they know they are gifted that she is still here to assist them in their journey. I have also noticed on a deeper level if they are not here to support this changed in a sweeter way she has completely let go of any expectations that they will get it. Being an Aries saying in a sweeter way is a huge acknowlegement of the amazing change that has occured with her near death experience.
Thanks for reading this!
A great woman Laura, who told me she reads it. ( she is a devotee of Amma )
I am always blown away about such things!

Huntress Weekend

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:11:00 +0000

Wow I can't express how much in Gratitude I am for the women who came this weekend. The weather was very reflective of the challenges that are world wide. The north wind blew through with it's power, unraveling the fear and dread that was upon us. I always have more plans to do process's but this time I had to go with the flow. We were able to go on the mountain finding it was much calmer there then in town. We did an awesome sweat lodge. It is obvious the change we are the ones they are talking about especially this group of women. The energy and positive attitudes that they offered no matter what the circumstance was so powerful for me and for themselves. Even getting the buffalo from Devine Strong, a native who does ceremony for the buffalo, sweats for 3 days then uses a bow and arrow. He was suppose to drop the roast off in the morning on Friday at the store, after about 11:30, we called he had forgotten. His partner Amy said she would meet me at the Texaco Station in Grenada, who would guess there are 2 stations. I was at one, she fortunately realized that I must be at the one by the freeway. She comes with big smiles, she had been sick, I am very grateful that she delivered this ceremonial food with such sweetness and JOY. Each step of the way there was things like this but we all gathered together to pray, raise the vibration, chant, saying Patricia Robles Golden Light prayer as she is in Kent England doing the same. I used my rental which before buying the building we use to do a meditation for 3 years, Amma use to come in my meditation........So when we were going to buy the building, having challenges I would ask spirit, " Are you Sure." Then here we are 10 years later with this group in the very room where my prayers started with these awesome women. One woman was with me here ten years ago Betsy, we are once more doing the dance. I am so grateful to my spiritual life, that I have the wiliness to follow the energy no matter what. Another point of gratitude is that my Mom decided to stick around, she was asked when she was hospitalized if she wanted to go home, her answer was, "She would stay if it was right. " She prepared the ceremonial food for the Vision Quest, came and sweat with us, also did the same for these women. She runs the store while I do my spiritual work, so the long and short of it we are not done as a team. My boys are much more appreciative of her being here, they have never really thought of her not being part of their earthly lives, however when the time comes when she leaves, she will still be their guide teacher for these young men. So the weekend exposed many wonderful things. The women stayed at David's www.ShastaMountINN.com which was a very last minute thing, I was on the way of canceling when this all manifested for us. I feel extremely blessed at this very moment. I feel all the hard work has been rewarded in such a beautiful way with these wonderful gals, I am almost in disbelief but definitely thanking them in such a big gratitude way! Beyond my wildest dreams, especially Thank YOU to Anne for her love and encouragement.

Mt Shasta Wilderness Quest 2009

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:55:00 +0000

Hi all.....Daniel finished writing our Wilderness Quest for next year go to his web site http://www.ancestralmedicine.org/ the dates are June 22-28, 2009. It is all very exciting we have people who are definitely up to doing it for the 3rd time. This is a perfect example of Kursatam planning for the coming year, setting those seeds out in the month of October!

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:26:00 +0000

Good Day, we are upon an odd time saying the least, what is going on with this New Age NOW? All the web pages from Patricia Robles, Pepper Lewis, Go Gratitude, and more....keep that light shining, however people are polarized. I am continuing with the Huntress weekend after much contemplation, but like dear sweet Anne said, "It would be easier to cancel." Yes to keep our focus on the light no matter what is definitely a challenge, as we see our bank accounts dwindle food prices go up. However if we didn't have access to the media via Internet would we be in this spin? On today show they talked about women are carrying the brunt of this energy 8-10 stress, I believe it. I feel we internalizing this energy when in our hearts of hearts we know we will rise but it is definitely working through every cell on most of the sensitives, with drastic cases vomiting, diarrhea, fevers, and flu like symptoms. As much of it as a challenge we must clear, so I am happy the Huntress is coming off, my program has changed as to what we will do. I feel it is important to ground this light from Mt Shasta to the universe, plus I emailed Patricia Robles who will be in Kent England doing the same. We will read her affirmations daily to ground that energy with all who are doing it. We will do a Sweat Lodge, it will be small but powerful sweet energy. I feel there are no accidents to those who will be here. I have called a few more to encourage them for the break to raise their energy. It is a time of great change which even with the current elections people are also spun. I remember the last 2 people would say well I will vote for Bush because that is the only choice I feel I have.....wow wee here we are, those especially are crying out for change. It has left people almost fighting realizing the small business's are struggling no matter what their financial back round, putting life long saving to keep them a float. I feel we did this work after opening our store, having 3 flooding, putting in the french drain, waking each time it rained. Then having our wonderful renter http://www.sereni-tea.com/ for 3 years now moving to a more visable spot to insure her business. We feel like we are once more challenged with the current times, needing that rent.....but knowing it will work out. It is the time to keep up with vitamins, excercise, meditation and what ever Artist Date you are able to pull off. I feel very blessed for those people who come in our store, I was just saying to a fellow business guy how great the people have been this summer. I am inspired every day by some kind person thanking us for being here. I also love my groups who are starting their 3 year this month, keeping keeping on, the intimate work they are doing is so amazingly powerful. This still is Kursatam naive times to sow the seeds for the next year, that is why we do the Huntress around the full moon to plant those corn seeds for the new time, new dreams no matter what......I know how hard that can be but we must. I want to work towards more light and stablity for us and the world, it is the time to manifest that NOW>

Coming into the leaves falling

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 17:01:00 +0000

I have already seen some leaves falling, which brings me to the ultimate letting go. It is that time once again understanding thinking we know, but finding out we are definitely a work in progress. It is our time to dive deep into our own trauma's just understand our own needs to need to be loved. Often in that journey we are willing to ignore those red flags, knowing if we identify them we will not have our family/friends.......being in the human experience is learning to be holy letting go of expectations moving on to the next spiritual adventure. I think sometimes those who have PH.D's in life have learned not to be immobilized by these challenges just to focus on something else. Not to say they don't experience disappointment but they have to be driven in a different sense .........I will think about that later, like these athletes in the Olympic's they just move on to their practise or challenge no matter what. I am happy to see so many women are competing in so many arena's .

I wrote this awhile ago, it is now Sept 23, one day after the start of Fall. We are experiencing so many challenges before the election the real trick is staying positive no matter what. Gathering with like minded people knowing we are letting go of old garbage, which is always a challenge. The change that is upon us can be frightening however learning from the Law of Attraction the real goal here is to focus first on Gratitude, then don't stop dreaming, if it is only to take a walk thinking about the things that give your heart juju, that in itself is raising our vibration. We have to be very diligent now in doing this for we are holding many people in our consciousness, it is not for us and our family only. The world is a different place we need to focus on healing, peace, and love. We have attempted to gather our women for the Huntress weekend to re-assure in them the positive part by being in nature, doing Sweat Lodge, and body work to clear anything that isn't for their highest good. It is difficult with the current energy to even get women to return calls that are now off in their own downward spiral. I called a beautiful gal Bridgett that I did a reading to check on her in Houston, she returned the call immediately but she came back from a huge 20+ day adventure into the highest of energy being here in Mt Shasta & at the Raw Food gathering, but her vibration is way up there. She was with people who were doing that work together. I know we can travel to the highest points if we just have the courage to gather, dance, sing, and be in the natural environment that will help heal those doubts. I feel very blessed to be in such a place. We just need prayers and a renter for our downstairs, it is a beautiful place that the Divine Amma came to me in visions, that is partly how we got this building, she was working her magic. Loving this place we will rise to the new height with ease and grace, it is our time. No matter what the news is telling us we must keep keeping on, knowing with the Grace of God/Goddess it will pass to the life is our destiny. Chant, pray, meditate, dance, being in those Holy spaces, Ashrams, Temples, Nature, Sweat Lodge........gather to the greatest of dreams.

Peace must reign!

After the Vision Quest 2008

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:15:00 +0000

What a great summer, everything is being revealed........wow the group was awesome. Drake made a web site ! Thank YOU!
www.DrakeInnerprizes.com/VisionQuest

Shows the great bunch of support, Questers and fabulous kitchen nurturer. We had Joel who is a master at building sweat lodge a bit of a quirky story teller. The odd thing was the smoke that made it almost impossible to see Mt Shasta, but everything else was as smooth as silk. Daniel and I get on in an interesting way, love doing it with him, he lets me be me and I hope I do the same for him. What I found interesting is some had not been to the Head Waters or at Panther Meadows, which is a wonder in itself.
It is a time where people are showing their true colors, as the eclipse rolls around we are clearing the unnecessary garbage in our lives once again. With this new age we thought it would be different but we are raising our vibration to new heights and those who can't hold the energy are going into a different room, we continue to hold the light for them also. It is an amazing time some things are coming so easily and effortless, help is here. I can remember doing our work in the early 80's there was fewer people who understood what is going on. We are the ones that they were talking about some of us are older then we thought we would be but still some of the younger are there with us holding the energy with enthusiasm that only the young have. It is important for them to be idealistic to maintain the change that is necessary. It is a new day which is very exciting we can't let the dark/negative let us determine our future.

Almost Summer

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Wed, 28 May 2008 20:18:00 +0000

Many things are the same however many things are different. We have just seen gas prices soar, mother earth is burping all over the world, with all types of weather.......to remind us we are some what insignificant to her power. I also see the strength in human nature to survive with dignity. I saw The Last Emperor watching that showed how different life can be from moment to the next, as long as we don't take ourselves too seriously. Also the New Earth is the rage, showing the importance of being completely (as we can) present to our life, that is a challenge for silicon valley types, what I find fascinating they really are clueless to the tread mill life they are on. Being in their energy is perplexing while it is like a fire fly to light, on one hand I completely drawn to their energy wanting to rub up, while yet being repelled by their lack of clarity and intensity to such odd things. I have been walking daily to the Sacramento Head Waters, watching the leaves on the tree grow, day by day, it is an amazing feat of nature. One moment they look dead then sprout, then the green starts peaking out till it is almost a full leaf. I doubt if the silicon types being out in nature seeing the magic grow, but usually they are on to the next route, lunch, or some where else to go. It is really saddening when some of those have so much power to make amazing changes to our culture. I know in my heart of hearts that it is those people who have made the difference with Go Green. A friend of mine who is pretty jaded by life thinks Go Green is only a money maker, that nature isn't crying out. Interesting the human elements however I feel that it is those people who are making a difference. If they would go one step further and slow to the rhythms of possibilities, I know it will happened it is truly destiny. There is no stopping this process no matter how secure they feel in their homes or lives. Insurance in not changing ho-hum not the reality of this life and these times. I have been doing my own process here in Mt Shasta, it is exciting times as the flow is happening. We have many wonderful people who are here drawn by the mountain to be part of. The other evening we had a mixer, some of my Artist Way gals birthed Mt Shasta Women in Busniess group, we birthed it for a year. Katrina is our leader she has joined the Chamber and is now in process of being on the City Counsel. We would talk endlessly with great enthusiam as to how exciting our place is, people come from all over world to just be in the energy of our great Mountain. I see people getting the answers from this great force, either while here or when they return to their life, they receive much information of what this life is. It is a vast healer, not to say it is an easy healer, working with our own suffering and karma isn't a walk in the park. Then add to it sweat lodge, walks, Stewart Springs, and many other knock out experiences here changes our lives in such big dramatic ways. We that are fortunate to live here are blessed by immeasurable means. How can we communicate to these beings that are on the tread mill in the maze of what to do next? Just watch the leaves grow is really wonderful, enjoy each moment, expect the miracle, dance, sing, love and you will be living the life that really is the Real Deal!!!

Our Job Raising our Vibration

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 23:22:00 +0000

We are moving into the attraction of like minded people so as we raise our vibration we can only be with those of like minds. It is really important that we keep keeping on. We now in what the news is saying about the economic or global problems. We are the ones they have talked about. A friend Hiro brought a book by Sachiko Adachi, an artist that left this life very quick. She talks about the importance of raising our vibration keep it up no matter what life hands out. It is a full time job being in the flow of inspiration, listening to that inner voice, that special place of God/Goddess. We are to fully experience this life the good, bad and what ever else we draw to us. We are totally responsible for our life each experience we have drawn for our human experience breathing here in life. We roll around in all systems of the human experience often not really interpreting it for a bit, knowing we have asked for this life. Once we begin to grasp that we can only dive deeper into the depths of understanding our own soul work. It may just need to use our creative juices before we decide to leave that is what this author/artist did Sachiko Adachi she followed her own energy creating art and speaking only truth, people came to listen the more she did it the more information would come through. We know that is this truth once we have connected to source there are people who want to hear, feel and be part of the experience. It is the time to be part of this energy when I write there are no accidents we each need these experiences together. When the New Age was talked about it sounded very ethereal with harps, flowers, dancing, what we didn't realize we had to conquer the emotional soul life sharing the depth of our human experience. It really has be a journey we are here to support the clearing that needs to happen to our human life, healing the earth, doing what needs to happen. There are plenty of high teachers that here to share their energy and life with all of us, the more we can draw on these divine beings the better to mix with like souls or those who much to give.

New Moon in Aries

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 18:52:00 +0000

It definitely has been a time, coming out of Winter Solstice to Spring, New beginnings, endings, memorial of our past/self and people we need to let go of. It is a new movement often difficult to interpret what it is all about. We have lost a friend Martin, he went home a week ago, we are still recovering from the changes that go along with that. We send Katrina and his family our love and peace. We had a sweat lodge that was very reflective of the varying energy it was a conclusion to many changes that are here. We are moving into new territory really unable to grasp the depth of where we have been, plus seeing or feeling the light that is drawing us into a new time. We are doing our own memorials for that self that no longer serves us, but it is still unclear of our current self. It is as though we have all woke up from a long dream realizing that the old is just that a past life, but we are still here in a physical body. So as we move into a new clarity, some of our old friends are just that, some old friends are re-appearing, it is though we have been thrown into a new energy unable to get our equilibrium but more then understanding our contract that we said we would do this. But do what? What is the dance? What is the music? Where are we going? I get the feeling that we all will be very busy for the next 10 years working more then we could imagine no matter what our age. We have been blessed to have elders who continue to encourage us to continue to move with enthusiasm not matter what. Often not feeling the same enthusiasm only reluctance of what in the world is going on? So if you are one of these souls feeling this push pull you are not alone. More will be revealed!

Spring

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 23:14:00 +0000

Wow weeee we made it the energy definitely has changed this week.....

New MOON

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 20:28:00 +0000

Wow we have just come through the eye of the needle, from the Full Moon of Xmas Eve, Eclipses, now almost into spring we can feel the shift coming, we are still some what in the birth channel. So many people have had challenges and are rising from the Phoenix ashes, many changes on the horizon. We have had our second Quest meeting wow, Daniel Foor http://www.ancestralmedicine.org/ rocks , the group is already so connected. I am really excited about the movement of it all. We are going to start our singing before, I feel the songs while in the sweat lodge creates such profound healing from the first Chakra up through each one then out to the ether's of all. The Lodge is such a powerful place to do so much with all the natural elements, understanding the directions, it brings our healing home. I have seen many have flash backs, emotional break throughs, creativity beyond our normal realms, and visions of many things. The group energy is so profound it makes us rise to all of the changes we need to. This all reminds me of a time of the Harmonic Convergence 1987 when so many made their commitment to our spiritual life, I feel we are now in another initiation of the current time. Those who were sitting on the fence of commitment have the opportunity to make the leap of faith into the new time. Some of us have been doing our spiritual work for as long as we can remember, I was told long ago when this time came the new ones would jump on board with ease and vision. I see that happening that does not exclude us from doing our practise of meditation, chanting, walking in nature, creating some type of discipline that works for us. It is absolutely very thrilling to be alive. Things in 2008 are coming together easier, working through our own letting go, surrender, as we raise our vibration we are finding some of our friendships are shifting people we hardly know we feel like we have known for ever, ones that use to be close are just falling into another realm. Reading the New Moon on http://astrowisdom.com/thisnewmoon.htm her astrology information is great and explains much as to where we are in this process. Thanks for being here! We are moving through many changes rising to new heights no matter what the news or media says this being a ground breaking time, don't for one minute let down in raising your vibration, you are here for a purpose that is huge. We have to keep our kindness with all things, keep the JOY Rolling along, no matter what!

Opening our Hearts to the New NOW!!

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 23:59:00 +0000

We are moving in a Grand Way it is our time, a beautiful movement to the change. We are dancing into the new year finally from the Full Moon in December till the almost Full Moon in February our journey into ourselves was huge. Those who needed to dive deeper seemed to be the ones who got that virus going around to lay and watch our thoughts & mind play tricks. Once up cleaning out our lives, moving in different way. We have the election looming in the fore front with our first woman and black man, one promising changing, another with history also promising solutions for that change. I keep hearing the trick for Democrats,
that would be something first woman and black man with focus, power, and drive. Some say that won't happen but wouldn't that be grand, getting the best of both, which seems like an easy way rather then the competition that is going on state to state. When Obama is in front yipeeeeee, then they trash Hilary, then she is in front they do another thing......why can't we just get the best for our change. It is the time for those wonders to happen. It will be an interesting change of the guards once the time is closer to the real election, by then all sorts of dirt has been thrown. Obama said he and Hilary are friends and will remain so, I wish everyone heard that. We are heading into the Full Moon/Eclipse of major change on the 20th we have had mercury playing havoc. Myself it really has been in my check book since 1/31 I have lost $800 from my checking account I have talked to everyone in card services, supervisors, a manager, finally a gal at the bank on 2-11 worked it took 4 people from card services finally one said she would take care of it. However it hasn't happened yet, I have easily spend 8 hrs on it but still no $800, it is really incredible when things like this happen, the bank can't do anything till card service. So I reported the challenge to the main person in SF, I did a survey today for our business account, I explained when handling my personal it is taking away time from my business, she put me in recording while still answering my business rating from 1-10, wild mercury. I am hoping it stops soon, plus I need that money. Do you know many people that at this time doesn't need that $800, which I have explained to at least 10 people on the phone, wheewwww mercury UNCLE! And yet other things are going great, I got my taxes done, did my re-fi, got my shopping carts started all by Valentine's I feel very positive about that with our hearts opening to a new reality, a new venerability, a new commitment to living life with joy and fun. In my groups I am so proud to be part of them so many are diving deep realizing the choices or the trauma's that have made them who they are . Healing themselves ready to move to a more dynamic time. It doesn't even matter what the new is, we know the year of the rat brings promise. We just need to keep keeping on stay out of those mind fields of fear and negative thoughts, keep our focus so we can create that special time NOW. Today Buddhist monks friends of the Dali Lama from Tibet are here in town making a Sand Mandala for the Medicine Buddha it is so beautiful of a process, started on Valentine's opening of our hearts for healing from Mt Shasta. It is healing all those aspects of ourselves that are in need of clearing, moving to our time our life no matter what our age it is time for the tides to turn, being we are the ones that they spoke about. We are here together ready to pray, chant, dance, sing, sweat, and do whatever our role is to bring change here on our planet Earth. We are here to take up our commission our contract to do our part. AHO!

February Wow.......Dive Deep

noreply@blogger.com (lindaheld.blogspot.com) — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 19:11:00 +0000

So we made it through the beginning of the year where are we NOW? Gosh I keep hearing the clearing our clutter, from our space, mind and relationship's, we are moving very deep. I think it is important to reward those changes, we have waited many life times to address many of these issues. We finally feel awake, being much more present to our destiny. We are modivated to be the best driving the boat to new awareness. No longer having those deep seeded core issues running our lives, and not knowing it. We have begun a huge process of this life, we cannot hide we are completely present. No matter how uncomfortable it may feel raising the vibratory rate which is uncomfortable to say the least. We are in uncharted areas of new awakening, it is our time. Meaning if you are reading this you are one of those souls that said you would do this. There are plenty of people that are not in this energy, it is us that are holding that high vibratory rate for the planet. In this life there are no accidents we are here for a divine purpose, we have contracted to do this which is our responsiblity to humanity. It is a great time to be here, an awakening never felt before. I read astrology to see or feel the next steps for each of us, it is the mystery of life unfolding in ways that blows our minds. We have an election, we have awareness around global warming, we have the world economic developements, with the spiritual all this can be handled in a powerful way in a divine way, it is only a thought away. We must focus on peace, light, beauty, knowing the ancestors/guides/angels are moving in dramatic ways in our lives. WE know we are doing what we need to do. We know the emotional challenges are clearing the way for the Great Awakening that we are NOW part of the great puzzle called LIFE. Once again if we are in eachothers lives there are no mistakes to the dance we are doing, lets keep it going with Great expectation it is all good. Thanks for being here!